Um hey guys, so my dad died yesterday. I still don’t believe that he’s dead. Every time I think about him, all I think about is how I’ll never see him again. He was the only one who knew about all the stuff I went threw. It’s like I was finally starting to be happy and then this happens. I was going to get him a Dobby stuffed animal (yes from Harry Potter), and some dobby socks with quotes that Dobby has said in the movies for Christmas . I was going to get this because he really loved Dobby, and we started watching the Harry Potter movies, but he never finished the last one. We always said we would just watch it tomorrow thinking we had all the time in the world. That is my one regret. I know it sounds stupid, that my biggest regret is that he never watched the last Harry Potter movie. But it is. We always used to joke about me having to wipe his ass when he’s 80, but he only made it to 50. He’s never going to see his grandchildren. He’s never going to see me go on my first date. He’s never going to get to walk me down the aisle. He’s never going to get to see me on my graduation day. He’s never going to see me apply for my first job. He missed out on so much. He has been through a world of pain, and it was finally time for him to be relieved of all that pain. The day before he went into the hospital he was going to work and I would always say goodbye, by kissing him on his cheeks and his forehead, and giving him a hug. This time I didn’t want to let go. I just kept hugging him, and I thought it was strange at the moment because I would see him the next day, but I never did. If you find this, go give your parents or someone you love a hug, because you never know how long you have on this earth. A bus could come and hit your loved one right now. But it’s life right? Go watch that movie that you want to watch, go play that game that you want to play, go kiss that boy or girl that you have a crush on. Please.
