@nyx_has_lots_of_tryx
thinking about writing a first person story about a system with DID. i’m researching it rn and obviously would continue to do so before i even STARTED that because i don’t want to get details wrong or accidentally write stereotypes or misinformation. if anyone who is a system has any thoughts/ideas/questions/comments/concerns pls lmk because i would love to hear from y’all!
i’m legit crying rn
i told my crushES that i like them
(they are dating EACH OTHER)
and like
i knew nothing was gonna come from it
but i needed to tell them because keeping it would noticeably fuck me up and i wouldn’t be able to move on
and one texted,
“Hey so Person 2 and me mutually are in a relationship with each other and would like to keep it that way. I’m sorry we don’t feel the same way but we can still be friends”
and then Person 2 texts:
“This whole situation makes me really uncomfortable. I’m not mad at you, but I think there need to be boundaries put in place”
and person 1 texts
“I feel the same as person 2”
and i apologized again
but neither of them have responded
and i’m pretty sure i might have just fucked up two of my friendships
and i just wanna erase all of that
i never should’ve said anything i should’ve just kept it in
i wanna go crawl in a hole and die there
(like pls don’t worry about me im just venting)
@nyx_has_lots_of_tryx Don’t blame yourself for that….you were brave to even tell your feelings to them and that’s actually a good thing….As for the part of them being uncomfortable, those 2 should have talked with you directly and talked things out instead ghosting you like that…..It’s not your fault, Nyx <33
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YOUR A HELLENIST TO?
@nyx_has_lots_of_tryx Me in the corner thinking I was the only one: *Aggressively Inhales* ★pterodactyl screech★ YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSS
“how do i tell my nervous system that i am not being hunted for sport?”
had a dream last night that hs4 got released
wtf brain
why u gotta get me so excited and then let me down
so rude smh
FUCKKKKKKKK BROOOOOOO I’M READING AN AO3 SERIES RN ABOUT FOUR PEOPLE IN A QUAD AND I JUST NOW IIIIIIII WANT THREE PEOPLE TO LOVE LIKE THAT AND FOR THEM TO CONSTANTLY BE TEXTING OVER THE WAY I LOOK WHEN I’M ASLEEP LIKE IT’S THE FIRST TIME EVEN THOUGH WE’VE BEEN TOGETHER FOR THREE YEARS AND I JUST
AGGGGGGHHHG
guess who joined the HAMILTON fandom THREE DAYS AGO and now has “Alexander Hamilton”, “My Shot”, “The Story of Tonight”, “You’ll Be Back”, “Helpless”, “Wait For It”, “What Comes Next?”, “Dear Theodosia”, “Non-Stop”, “Washington On Your Side”, “I Know Him”, “Stay Alive (Reprise)”, “It’s Quiet Uptown”, “Your Obedient Servant”, “The World Was Wide Enough,” and “Who Lives, Who Dies, Who Tells Your Story?” ON REPEAT BLARING through my head like it’s fucking TIMES SQUARE at any given moment so i could be laughing one second because it’s goofy and then the next im sobbing because “If you see him in the street, walking by himself, talking to himself have pity Philip you would like it uptown it’s quiet uptown he is working through the unimaginable”
THIS PIECE OF QUEER THEATRE SHIT RIGHT HERE
HAIII HRU
