Pusos bf sage

other people enjoy happiness and sadness at the same time throughout their entire life, but you my friend, are taking all of the suffering now, so then your life onward will be full of happiness. it will get better. I promise.

the only reason i mentioned i was sa'd to him is because i have been literally holding it in for 2 entire years. 2 ENITRE YEARS BECAUSE I WAS SCARED. my school is involved now, my parents are involved, the cops are soon being involved, im most likely gonna be taken to court, have to testify in front of over 80 people, stay in the same school as my assaulter, etc. i am stressed beyond belief and now milos followers are telling him in a horrible person and that he should leave me even though were engaged. i have exams, i probably have to tell my therapist and shit about this, im relapsing constantaly, i cannot handle this shit anymore bro. im SO ready to slit my wrists, so fucking deadass. i may even overdose again. who gaf anymore. im tired im so so so so so tired.

okay. i guess everyone is saying im a horrible partner for having an argument with my bf. i give up yall.

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRR hi