portia_howe21

srry i havent been posting or updating i just dont have time or motivation to do anything. ill try srry. thx for reading my stuff even though most of them arent finnished

portia_howe21

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No I don’t claim to know the struggle cause I’ve never live it, but life for me hasn’t always been photogenic and perfect, only I can make my own self determined, not a parent, a preacher, a teacher, Jesus or verdict could overturn this will power that I got burn in, so deep inside of me, tryins unnecessary like cursive and No my parents aren’t divorced, my pops never vanished, they act like since I’ve always had granite tops that I take this shit for granted, damnit, that isn’t further from the truth, who gives a damn if I was brought up astute, they say, “you don’t have the financial problems all these real rappers do” “and you ain’t even bustin caps in dudes” and just because I have a passion for rappin the world expects me to? Now that’s the stupidest thing that I’ve ever heard, I’m just gon flip em the bird, I’m wakin up in the early mornin hours a powerful work ethic’s so unheard of in this day and age, I’ll make my way, regardless of haters hatin envy is an shameful trait, sometime I feel there’s no escape from the scrutiny and judgements and really there’s not it’s gonna keep comin that I used too n as long as I love the cash it’s so much deeper than that bein iconics what I’m striving for while sleeping

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I snap into a new reality within my dreams, and then I wake up to the exact same thing, cause recently my lifes flipped 180 degrees, I  was never the most confident  of my friends I remember down in my basement Sammy big mike and Biggs, they made me rap for em threating me with shit if I didn’t lowkey makin fun of me as I spit you know how it is probably thinking “you better stick to your day job” but now the jokes on them cause that’s exactly what this is getting the types of girls that I usd to not kinda goes to show as an example how I’m used a lot, but no I’m not complaining cause no I don’t got the moral compass of the gods, honestly sometimes I fuck up I’m just human sometimes I’m out til the suns up, but that’s just how it is when you’re a young buck livin on my own only 18 and I don’t really like the clubs much I’d rather chill and puff one but that’s besides the fact Hip Hop heads claiming, I can’t mess with em cause of this or that their viners and they have young girls for fans, but man at least all those girls love me just for who I am I guess they’ll never understand