Rain

Tw// Selfharm/relapsing
          
          
          I recently relapsed and started selfharming again ik it's a part of the process but I was a year and 4 months clean I'm honestly disappointed in myself.

I'm surprised at myself that I'm actually doing my missing assignments kind of 

I need friends who don't ignore me unless they need something

Having a break it down because one of my dogs had a seizure and is probably not going to make it very much longer. 

https://youtu.be/EPS2C3SYLsY  

I just came out to my grandma as trans and she didn't react the way I wanted or expect she just kinda brushed me off and it didn't seem like she believed me I'm kinda devastated now 

I don't know if to do with my life at this point my best friend only coping methods are not healthy she refuses get help and take her therapists advice I haven't talked to anyone about my problems because I don't want to bother them and when I do they brush it off.

Sometimes I really hate life I realized I'm transgender and I'm so nervous about everything and dysphoria is a bitch. 

Yay to being a lonely, depressed and anxious gay

New Sanders sides episode spoilers! kinda WARE'S VIRGIL is he okay just ware is he!