rubber ducky jr is my favourite actor

my list of characters who i love and who deserved better is too long. but there is remus lupin, tony stark, sohan kishan rajaram and natasha romanoff on top of it. also loki. and clint barton, because mcu ruined him. 

to be honest, there's nothing interesting or extraordinary about me. i'm funny only when i'm with people who get my humour, i'm smart only sometimes and i remember only the things that i find interesting, which becomes a problem at school, because i find only like 1% of what we have to learn interesting. 

also i'm a lot more comfortable with talking to people online than talking to people in real life. calling people i don't know or don't know much freaks me out. drunk people scare the shit out of me. i have a fear of failure and arachnophobia, but it's weird because sometimes i'm not actually scared of the spider i see. but when i see a spider, i feel like if it was running on my skin all over my body and that's what freaks me out. 

also bees and wasps and the bigger wasps (idk how they're called). i hate those. i'm scared of them to the point where i start shaking when some of these is near me. and everyone is like, "they're not gonna hurt you if you let them be. if you don't hurt them, they don't even notice you!" like, really? i always feel like i want to slap those people really hard to make them realise i can't just stop being scared. 

i write one-shots, because my writing depends on my mood (everything about me depends on my mood. my whole personality depends on my mood) and when i'm writing something long, i always get into different mood and then i can't finish the story. 

marvel is probably the only fandom where i actually ship something that isn't canon. by the way, my favourite ships are stucky, stony and winterhawk.