You can't understand the difference. These things I'm talking about are what happened in the past. I'm not going to lie to you. Trust or not, I don't care anymore. It's funny that you say things like that when I'm still hiding what's most important to us. I'm glad you stopped loving me, at least you won't wait. If you didn't love me, you wouldn't have put us in this predicament. Now tell me, what was the need for all this? Even though it wasn't me from the beginning, it was stupid of you to use me as a band-aid. I couldn't give up my pride for this.