I'm logging out and coming back in about a week. I speak to much and I'm going to close my open book so I can learn to stop falling for people who are seriously just other people in this world who probably don't feel a thing for me. I'm done being foolish and I'll sot waiting for my augustus to come. He'll come on his own and when he does I won't be freaking twelve I'll be a beautiful teenager who will finally realize to stop thinking of the future because I'm only ruining the now. So goodbye I'll be back soon I know none of you really love me and half of you don't care but I needed to let this out. I hope one day I'll be able to live a day without falling for random people as if I've found the one. But if it's the one I hope I'll know. Goodbye.