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@bxll_hxrns
A) ignore them haters, you are amazing the way you are and I fully support you
B)sometimes people think that because you are a reader or author, you want a tragic past to make yourself interesting. This is not true. You do not deal with people like this, you rid them cockroaches from your life.
C) I've never had this happen to me, but I swear if it did I would kick their a55 to hail and back
D) you can't feel better until you know what 'better' is. What would be 'better' for you?
E) I've heard the phrase, "You make me want to live, not just survive, but live" and I think that suits this. You need to find what makes you want to live, or your purpose. If being LGBTQ and finding that something or someone is what it takes, then forget everyone else
F) it's hard and daunting to think of the future, and ultimately what it holds for you. Sometimes it just makes you wish your life was over and that you didn't have to deal with it. But that's ok. Don't treat your brain or yourself horribly just cause of bad thoughts. It happens to everyone. Honestly.
G) People say that, "all questions have answers," and in terms of mysteries and thrillers that may be true. But irl is shit and a mystery to everyone. Sometimes those questions have different answers based on the person. You just have to find your answer or make one up until you find an actual one.
H) I probs took this too seriously but I hate it when people post stuff admitting that they feel like crap and like life is out to get them and then NO ONE SAYS ANYTHING. except for violet person they are good.
