hey my love. i know, you wont see this since you quit a while back but look, its me, leah. its jiminie. i used to push the feeling of guilt and the feeling of missing you far away from me and avoided this app for a reason. a reason I didn't even know was there. i think I as an admin got too attached to our roleplay, got too attached to the relationship of our characters and fell too deeply in love with it. with your character. i miss you. i miss waking up and immediately checking wattpad in hopes of having a message from you. i miss talking to you and feeling no pressure in writing, just having everything flow as we go. you inspired me, you formed me because I grew up here. you watched me become older, grow up and change and you watched me leave and come back over and over again and I am sorry for that. however, despite it all, you never let me go. you kept on holding onto me and you kept on waiting. and now its too late, I know and I must accept it. its hard though, you know? i regret being absent for so long, I regret not spending more time with you, I regret it all. because it doesn't matter whether this was roleplay or not, I love you so dearly like I've never loved before. the most random things made me remember you and reminded me of you and I don't think I will ever forget you and the time we had while we were both still on wattpad as roleplay accounts, first as friends, then as lovers, and then as husbands. i wish we would've been here to roleplay our marriage, I wish I could be able to hug u and act like we were never gone, like we never left. but that's nit the case and it hurts, but its the truth. i still wanna thank you for everything you've done for me. thankyou for bringing me warmth, peace and giving me so much more love than I ever deserved. i am grateful for you, as an rp partner and as an admin. please never doubt yourself, ik there will be such times in your life but please remember my words. remember me. please don't forget me. i love you. -Leah