I love and hate getting into new fandoms. Love it because new Wattpad books to read, new edits to watch, possibly some youtube videos to watch, etc. Then I hate it because then I wanna make a Wattpad book and make edits of that fandom :P
Last night I had this weird sensation that I've never had before. The best way I can describe it is that it was itchy but it wasn't really itchy. I had this urge to do something I've never done before and it was scary. It could've ended badly but it didn't! I'm good now! I promise! <3
@PaperBook_Music I would never actually do it as I hate seeing blood and would faint or throw up. It was just a sensation that felt like it'd be relieved if I did it thou I never would and haven't ever. Thank you for being do kind thou <33
@sturnioloschlo_ oh, please don’t do that! Sorry I didn’t realize that is was that deep. You seem like an amazing person. I’ve had friends cut their wrists and it doesn’t make them feel good in the long run maybe just in the moment. Don’t every hurt yourself. If you every need to talk my account is a very kind and helpful page where we can help or you could always message me.
Sup people I have dance recital today and tomorrow and then dance competition next week so it might be a while till the next chapter as I'm really busy but it's not definite sOooOooOOOo yEaH. I might be posting stories on my Instagram of me in my costumes for dance recital so if you wanna see that go check out my Instagram - sturnioloschlo_
The recital starts at 6 pm and it's currently 7:50 am so I'm at school. Even though I've been doing this since I was like 3 I'm still so fucking anxious. Even right now I'm anxious about it. especially since in it I have to be lifted and it doesn't usually turn out good and I have fucking 4 minutes to change and get into pointe shoes (pointe shoes take so long to put on!)
I'm sad that I can't watch the Sturniolos new video right away like I always do I have to wait till like 8 or 9 pm (It comes out at 4:30 pm for my time zone)
Sorry I kinda rambled on I kinda do that a lot. Hope you all understand! I love every one of you