@sweetlolixo
Hey
Read about your surgery
Recover soon!
And take care!
Do not push yourself and enjoy writing
I have decided to read it all together!
Dunno if u will see this but all the best
I will be here journalling on your wall.
Have you had regrets?
I may bot have many big regrets but I do have enough small ones. Little things that I think about and also wonder and ruminate on. Things that may bother make sense to many on why they are regrets but to me they matter because certain angle of the whole thing screams to me about the wrongness of it all?
Its a pain to have. Especially when those regrets cannot be corrected soon. Because they eclipse good memories and make them bad.
Anyways, have a good day!!!
Hey
Today was a good day
Sometimes life gives ua a break from the routine of it. It fills the usual continuity with surprises and cheers. Shows us that there is a whole world to be explored and lived in. Today was that kind of a day. Today was a day of visiting the past too. Something that has happened bfore only a handful of times but is associated with good memories. We made some good memories once again. And took somethings from there for reminiscing. The last time I did the same. It stayed with me for years afterwards. All in all it was an amazing day.
Hope your day was good too!
Tc
Today I opened a box of old memories
It brought on nostalgia and so many smiles
Sometimes its good to open old memories
They just refresh the way you see things, remind you of your promises and principles. They make you smile at your silliness and sometimes you also wonder how you had been so mature even then. In the end its just amazing what some old trinkets and letters can do.
For me it was so refreshing
Despite it being two at night, I enjoyed cleaning and deciding what stays and what doesn’t.
Another year of my life gone and here I am a little wiser, a little silly and a lot grateful for some more moments…
Hope to see you soon,
An adoring reader
Read your newest chapter
Brought on a new heartbreak
I thought WY atleast feel something for LWJ but he has moved on with JC.
Felt bad for LWJ who is missing him so much and here WY really doesn’t want him
Sigh
I trust your writing skills
Thats all I will say
Hope u have a good day
Can I be the storm thats passing through?
Or should I be the silent waves?
Should I be loud, thunderous and unavoidable
Or do I be invisible but deep?
They say speech is silver, silver tongue they say.
And silence is golden
I have fully believed this
Many a times have I regretted my words
I have never regretted my silence once
I have had to delete stuff I wrote in the heat of the moment
But ignoring it has never made me restless
I dunno why I write here
Its just a sounding board now
Maybe you have long since migrated from here
I have no idea
But I just thought of it and decided to write here
Oftentimes we do not take authors as real people with real feelings
For most of the readers they represent the words they write
Which is so unfair
What the writers write and show the world is just a sliver of what they are
Perhaps readers ought to be more compassionate and not be unkind? Perhaps they regret their words at times and have no idea how to take them back
Whatever it is
I would like to take the opportunity to say sorry if I have been a pest…
Silence is golden
So If u want silence here I will leave…
Until the next time,
A reader who adores
Sometimes I wish I could say this there too but I cant
Its just that eact time I read your latest story, I find nuances here and there
Each time I feel the story will go in one direction there is the other sentence or word to consider. But then I remember the promise u made that it will be wangxian ending n no happy chengxian so I continue
At this point I do not wanna leave it midway but apprehensive of what u will plan
Maybe if I knew then I would have left despite the heartbreak and a sense of incompleteness it will bring me because I know I will not be able to stomach it
Yet I persist in reading because you are one of the few authors I trust to do justice to the lead couple unlike the latest trend that is joining them to other people…
I don’t even know if u read these msgs but I still send them out there
Still here
And waiting apprehensively for more!!
Do my words reach you?
Or am I sending echoes in an empty cavern?
Will it just echo with what send,
Or will words from you ever return?
Hope these words do reach you
I dunno if u have abandoned this account
Whatever it is,
Until I get another way to reach u
This is the only point of connection I have
Tc