A_reader_who_adores

Hey
          Today was a good day
          Sometimes life gives ua a break from the routine of it. It fills the usual continuity with surprises and cheers. Shows us that there is a whole world to be explored and lived in. Today was that kind of a day. Today was a day of visiting the past too. Something that has happened bfore only a handful of times but is associated with good memories. We made some good memories once again. And took somethings from there for reminiscing. The last time I did the same. It stayed with me for years afterwards. All in all it was an amazing day.
          Hope your day was good too!
          Tc

A_reader_who_adores

Today I opened a box of old memories
          It brought on nostalgia and so many smiles
          Sometimes its good to open old memories
          They just refresh the way you see things, remind you of your promises and principles. They make you smile at your silliness and sometimes you also wonder how you had been so mature even then. In the end its just amazing what some old trinkets and letters can do. 
          For me it was so refreshing
          Despite it being two at night, I enjoyed cleaning and deciding what stays and what doesn’t.
          Another year of my life gone and here I am a little wiser, a little silly and a lot grateful for some more moments…
          
          Hope to see you soon,
          An adoring reader

A_reader_who_adores

Read your newest chapter
          Brought on a new heartbreak
          I thought WY atleast feel something for LWJ but he has moved on with JC.
          Felt bad for LWJ who is missing him so much and here WY really doesn’t want him
          Sigh
          I trust your writing skills
          Thats all I will say
          Hope u have a good day

A_reader_who_adores

They say speech is silver, silver tongue they say.
          And silence is golden
          I have fully believed this 
          Many a times have I regretted my words
          I have never regretted my silence once
          I have had to delete stuff I wrote in the heat of the moment
          But ignoring it has never made me restless
          I dunno why I write here
          Its just a sounding board now
          Maybe you have long since migrated from here
          I have no idea
          But I just thought of it and decided to write here
          Oftentimes we do not take authors as real people with real feelings
          For most of the readers they represent the words they write
          Which is so unfair
          What the writers write and show the world is just a sliver of what they are
          Perhaps readers ought to be more compassionate and not be unkind? Perhaps they regret their words at times and have no idea how to take them back
          Whatever it is
          I would like to take the opportunity to say sorry if I have been a pest… 
          Silence is golden 
          So If u want silence here I will leave… 
          
          Until the next time,
          A reader who adores
          

A_reader_who_adores

Sometimes I wish I could say this there too but I cant
          Its just that eact time I read your latest story, I find nuances here and there
          Each time I feel the story will go in one direction there is the other sentence or word to consider. But then I remember the promise u made that it will be wangxian ending n no happy chengxian so I continue
          At this point I do not wanna leave it midway but apprehensive of what u will plan
          Maybe if I knew then I would have left despite the heartbreak and a sense of incompleteness it will bring me because I know I will not be able to stomach it
          Yet I persist in reading because you are one of the few authors I trust to do justice to the lead couple unlike the latest trend that is joining them to other people…
          I don’t even know if u read these msgs but I still send them out there

A_reader_who_adores

Do my words reach you?
          Or am I sending echoes in an empty cavern?
          Will it just echo with what send,
          Or will words from you ever return?
          
          Hope these words do reach you
          I dunno if u have abandoned this account
          Whatever it is,
          Until I get another way to reach u
          This is the only point of connection I have
          Tc

A_reader_who_adores

There once was a village seldom known,
          Its darkness and its solitude,
          Repelled the crowds and made them frown,
          Cut the visitors to it by multitude,
          In this village, on the edges was a hut,
          Where a kind story weaver stayed,
          The doors of her home remained tightly shut,
          Only at times an appearance did she make,
          Weaving an unique story like a cloak,
          Sometimes about dragons, sometime huli jings,
          Sometimes about the star crossed lovers she spoke,
          She had stories about many things,
          The words she uttered became scenes of pixie dust,
          They spread over the gathering like a spell casted,
          The people who heard her once,
          Chose to return again and again,
          To listen to her weave another tale,
          They watched it happen as she spoke,
          Not even a breathe could still be heard,
          And thats how the village became infamous,
          The weaver and her words shone bright in its darkness,
          They came to listen to her weave…
          Sometimes they left changed,
          Sometimes they never left…

A_reader_who_adores

Hey genius author!! I finally found a way to connect!
          I dunno if u check this account though
          I am a silent guest reader in ao3
          And I have followed ua stories for long but had no account to tell this to u
          Then I made an account there but invitation hasn’t reached me yet
          I made an account here to reach u
          And then searched! And I finally finnallllyyy found u! So excited!!!! Hope u see this msg. I want to paste the same one on your new emperor story in ao3 but that will be only after I get my account

A_reader_who_adores

And it is due to the same wangxian heart that I feel so upset for LWJ. JC has everything but LWJ has nothing. I really wished he had at least WWX’s love. I want him to be chosen and loved by WWX truly without being second to anyone. He has no loving sister or a loving mother. At least let him have a partner that accepts him with all his darkness and lunacy. Without a third party between them. 
            Please dont mind me gushing. Its all the pent up comments for all these years!! Reaching u because finally I have a way to reach u. 
            I dunno if you even check this account. I dont expect for a reply but I do want my words to reach u. 
            
            An adoring reader!!!
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A_reader_who_adores

Because I have seen you as a hardcore wangxian always in the end. Somehow you are gonna introduce more twists aren’t you?
            I am at the edge of my seat to read how you traverse through this maze!!!
            I have trust on your writing and imagination❤️
            Waiting for more
            Pleaseeeeee update soooon!
            Requesting a wangxian ending. And a clean chengxian break. 
            I love JC but not with WWX. They are brothers and that is sacred. I hope I do not have to read that being maligned. At least not here. Because I cant back out from this fic as I am already so invested and can only hope I wont get heartbreak at the end due to reading something I didn’t think I would have to. Especially because I didn’t think I would have to read it in your story. I am sensitive and I avoid WWX and LWJ with others fic. You usually give wangxian endings so with that trust I began this fic Call it my hard-luck! That this fic took a turn like this. But I held on because you promised there wont be a happy chengxian ending. Your promises have always rung true before. So I will hold on till the end. Hoping that I wont be heartbroken at the end!!!!!
            Dear Author! Do take care of my weak wangxian heart! 
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A_reader_who_adores

It wont be darkji if the people around our emperor wont regret playing and manipulating in the shadows.
            I really wish WWX to regret in a different way though. I want him to realise he has been building up his love and want for JC and its actually was all in his head. I want WWX to realise he loves LWJ and return on his own because that would be an ultimate victory for LWJ who succeeded in turning WWX towards him despite the lifelong feelings for JC which faded when he finally achieved his dream but found it to be dust. Again because of being LWJ fan. I want this to be what breaks JYL. 
            And if there is a way for the three to have happy ending in a couply throuply way, I dont think it will cover darkji. LWJ in a dark avatar shouldnt be able to and shouldn’t have to bear a second party for WWX’s love and heart. He should be the only one.
            And somewhere I believe that you wouldn’t want that either
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