taekookie_vryx
PINKpeatels
https://www.wattpad.com/story/406705476?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_writing&wp_page=create&wp_uname=PINKpeatels I hope you give your precious time to read my story . Thank you have a good day .
taekookie_vryx
I'm back with my yapping session, girlies.
I think my time is going bad Why do I always end up like this?
Do you know that feeling when you want to talk about so many things but you don't have anyone to tell? And even if you do have a friend, you still don't say anything because it feels like you might be irritating them or trying to gain sympathy. So you just stay silent .
And when you see two close friends together, it reminds you of your own friend, but then you realize you’re not that close anymore
Lol, I don't even know what to say.
That's just how I'm feeling right now.
Many things suddenly changed in my life in just a short span of time, and today I was looking at my old chats with my friends and remembering those days. They were truly great memories, NGL.
But now everything has changed. I had a friend group where we used to play and laugh together, but now? Nothing. Everything feels completely shattered.
I created that group by choosing people I trusted the most, but honestly, now I don’t have anyone from them that I can rely on anymore
Tbh I love writing here and removing all my frustration, like even someone doesn't read it and reply. It makes me feel light (༎ຶ ෴ ༎ຶ)
janviverma19_2003
Hello, my lady i think its been three months like something when will you upload broken in shadows if not here then in mangatoon
taekookie_vryx
@janviverma19_2003 oh I'm sorry sweetheart, i almost forgot about it, don't worry i will start it again rn i want to end TTB soon, but now you reminded me , i will work on it.
Armyvkookie
Hi i am reading your book in which kooktaegukk is there so can you send me the link of the other book thx
taekookiee29
Hii
Can someone please help me find this book?
It's a three book series
Based on fifty shades, grey+darker+freed
And it was written in the taekook version, and mostly, it was the same as the original movie
Please help me find this series
taekookie_vryx
Hey babes, I'm back with my ranting session.
I don't even know where to start. I'm feeling really low. I'm trying to talk to people and cheer myself up, but inside I'm still sad. It feels like I'm completely alone, like I don't really have any friends. Sometimes you realize you might not be as important in someone's life as you thought you were.
I'm such a sensitive person (and honestly, I hate it). I notice everything - every small gesture - and if something feels even slightly different, I start overthinking and creating theories in my head. No matter how much I say I don't care, I do. I really, really do.
Sometimes I feel so replaceable, like people can replace me with someone new in moments, as if I never existed. And it hurts. I try to ignore it, but I can't.
Sometimes I wonder if I'm just an attention seeker who wants constant reassurance, or if I'm toxic because I get insecure so easily.
You know what? I like ranting here and saying everything that's on my mind because it feels like a safe place.
Good night. Take care, girlies.
ClaudiAlphons
@taekookie_vryx being sensitive is sometimes like arrgh... We feel too much overthink and overanalyse situations, think about even the small situations and dissect them down to an atomic level, and people just say you are overthinking, don't do that, as if it's something we could just stop any moment. You are not an attention seeker, from my personal experience, who always used to panic at the smallest things if they went awry, we are trapped into thinking we need to prove ourselves, give an explaination else no one would believe us, they would leave us, move on from us, think we are weird. People who want to leave will leave, and those who want to stay will stay with you through the storm. I guess the only thing which helped me personally to calm down and get through uncertainty is acceptance. Acceptance that we can't control everything, we can't control who stays and who doesn't, just feeling in the moment and taking it down in bits and not as a whole, which overwhelms one. Just feel your emotions, rant when you want to rant, cry when you feel like it, don't keep it in cause feeling and navigating through it is what helps. Even if you don't have anyone else, you still have yourself, which sounds too self-helpy, but it's a fact At the end of the day Love yourself cause we are all replaceable in some ways to everyone, but not to ourselves
Tigger_bunny
@taekookie_vryx i don't know if I say this or not but being oversensitive is feel like hell sometimes like how an i supposed to explain someone that I felt hurt cause that person's energy felt off .. like he/she doesn't want to talk to me ....... I want tell you one thing that you are not replaceable... nobody can take your place
j-cockseedarkintaeh-
@taekookie_vryx omggg awww it's totally okay to feel like this all, you are not over sensitive evryone have different level of sensitivity, and you are not replaceable. You are special, you have your own value even if you don't know yet, you bring different kind of shine in my life. It's fine to think this way, but if it gets to much then you should just say it out and not let it get to you. The person who replaced you just weren't the one who deserves you. You are speacil just know that. (Ignore my mistake I just cut my nails today ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ)
BTSARMYY534887
I can't find you on mangatoon!! Authornim whts the id name
rmjinhopeminjmvjk
@Afafasifkhan then this will be worth your time believe me ......and i know there is almost none but in this....oh my god And yeah I would love too Then let's be friends babe
Afafasifkhan
I freaking LUV ur book!!! Can u suggest some more books, u may have perhaps read or authors who write similar to ur style, u know, like dark, poly (it's ok, of it isn't too), angst, and ofc bangtan???! Idk what to read while I wait for ur updates, I'm eagerly waiting!! Thnk u, luv ya'
Afafasifkhan
@taekookie_vryx oh, not on watty? I don't have social media, just this and YouTube..so, I won't be able to join u there, I wish I could tho..
taekookie_vryx
@Afafasifkhan THANK YOU for your appreciation sweetheart.I have read some poly books on Mangatoon actually. You can also join my channel on instagram where i recommend books which i personally read.