tayjunkie

anyone here?? wjere is everyone? what has this place become.. i fear ive awoke in a badlands. a ghost town wjere yall roam without saying a word. lingering, watching, silently waiting for something exciting to come around. i fear ive lost yall. everyone moved on n im awkwardly here trying to find a reason to keep writing. im so scared its been so long that if i post something new, nobody will read it :/

tayjunkie

@taylore_cc13 they vanished as if theres a shame behind all this n it scared them away. surely if i write something that isnt entertaining enough for some it will be for others. but its almost like we’re lost at sea and everyone jumped ship cuz i dont recognize many anymore
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taylore_cc13

@tayjunkie That's how I'm feeling too. I just opened the graveyard that is my old, very cringy, account in hopes that I may provide happiness to the fans of words once again. But I fear there is nobody to deliver such joy to :/
          	  
          	  But I will most definitely be reading your work ;)
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tayjunkie

@polaroid_babe @juhstaywme thank u. its reassuring knowing im not alone in this
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tayjunkie

anyone here?? wjere is everyone? what has this place become.. i fear ive awoke in a badlands. a ghost town wjere yall roam without saying a word. lingering, watching, silently waiting for something exciting to come around. i fear ive lost yall. everyone moved on n im awkwardly here trying to find a reason to keep writing. im so scared its been so long that if i post something new, nobody will read it :/

tayjunkie

@taylore_cc13 they vanished as if theres a shame behind all this n it scared them away. surely if i write something that isnt entertaining enough for some it will be for others. but its almost like we’re lost at sea and everyone jumped ship cuz i dont recognize many anymore
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taylore_cc13

@tayjunkie That's how I'm feeling too. I just opened the graveyard that is my old, very cringy, account in hopes that I may provide happiness to the fans of words once again. But I fear there is nobody to deliver such joy to :/
            
            But I will most definitely be reading your work ;)
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tayjunkie

@polaroid_babe @juhstaywme thank u. its reassuring knowing im not alone in this
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tayjunkie

can yall like. shame me into updating?? ive been so uninspired to put in the effort n im lacking on direction. im genuinely asking for help bc im so lost. i have so many unfinished drafts that deserve to be read but i cannot for the life of me get anything out of my brain. ive lost the plot. its all filler n i absolutely hat that

KatieJoyF2004

want me to break up with u so u have sad inspiration? xx
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tayjunkie

my heart aches. my ego burns. and my soul yearns. amature talent yet nothing worthy to celebrate. i like to believe one day but idk if i'll ever see that day. i'm safe here. but out there i am alive. im scared, desperate, hungry and angry. but i wouldn't say im hopeless. at least not yet.

KatieJoyF2004

@tayjunkie i love u too xx
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tayjunkie

@KatieJoyF2004 i love u more than anything xx
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KatieJoyF2004

u have so much more to offer than u can even imagine. i have so much faith in u bc ik ur gonna accomplish amazing things with ur life. u just gotta keep ur head up and try. i’ll always be here by ur side xx
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tayjunkie

life update!!
          good: i have 4 concerts lined up and a trip to nyc  nxt year, my gf and i are still madly in love, and im working a job that is good to me
          
          odd: my best friend no longer supports me being gay bc we’re christian but we’re still good friends ?? and i hit a pole while driving to work 
          
          bad: my bird passed away last week :/

KatieJoyF2004

rip chicken wing
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