tesstheartist

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tesstheartist

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And I don't even want to be here anymore I don't even want to be here any more. I just don't see the point of loving anymore. Because I feel like I have nobody In real life anymore, all of them just do not like me like people hate me. I've always been terrified to ask to join like online. Fucking families and other shit, because I don't want to be betrayed again like what happened 3 years ago I feel like a selfish person when I'm asking to do shit like this and I absolutely feel terrified when I decide to tell people more problems. And when I actually do decide, IM terrified that everybody would just fucking judge me?

NarzIzAGamer

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@Alastortheredbitch well fuck them then. They are complete idiots if they don't like you. And please stay here, I'm not sure I can really ask you to stay for me, but please find some small joy in life, if you can't love any people, love a hobby, like drawing, or reading, or writing or baking or something... I'm not gonna force you to straight up face your fear of telling people about your problems, but if you ever do want to talk, I am more than willing to listen to you vent, and I promise I won't judge. I'm not sure how I can prove it, but if you ever do feel even a small surge of courage, try talking to me. Even if it's just about some of your smaller problems, I'm here
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tesstheartist

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IM  Alive, I guess I wish it did work though. I don't know why the fuck I am. Still alive. I'm thinking the 18 years is just enough. Don't really want to be here any more but I guess I survived out of luck.

AngelV0icedDem0n

@Alastortheredbitch I'm sorry I hope you'll be okay
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tesstheartist

Am not okay I haven't been for the longest of time

WTFBRBGTG

@Alastortheredbitch want a hug?<3
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NarzIzAGamer

@Alastortheredbitch i'll be honest, ik we aren't really that close, but if you ever need to vent, i am here, and more than willing to just listen <3 just please always remember to be kind to yourself
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Dumbchildcoreee

@Alastortheredbitch ^^
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tesstheartist

@Dumbchildcoreee thx^^
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Dumbchildcoreee

@Alastortheredbitch I like your theme ^_^
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