the_love_of_art

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the_love_of_art

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In my head are so many voices and I can't stop them talking shit about me. No matter how hard I try to convince these voices that it's ok to not be perfect and to do mistakes...they still go and destroy me from the inside. I hate it. I want a new start. I wanna be child again and be happy with no thoughts about my future or the past. I want to live in the "now", like I've done when I was a child. But I can't go back to these days...I have to live with these voices I my head, that tell me I'll never have a future...that all the difficult times are not worth it, that I should give up right away so I don't have to endure more pain...but I don't want to give up. I wanna live. But it's so f*cking hard to live. I'll stay strong for my family and friends...I hope that only this and last week I am feeling extremely sick and that I'll feel better soon...
          Yea...better times will come soon. At least I hope so :/

the_love_of_art

@BtsJJKandKTH Thank you for your kind words. It means a lot to me to read such a message. I purple you, too. :3
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BtsJJKandKTH

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@your_author_levi Aww I hope it can get better and I know people say it will be okay but it won’t until it finally comes but I’m here if you need to talk and get better okay.I hope you get better and stay strong your family needs you.I purple you and stay safe and your going to get better instead of hearing the bad things they said.what you know about  you think good and live on the things you have drive somewhere and listen to your favorite song and love yourself even when there talking shit but it’s bard but try>3❤️
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the_love_of_art

Actually today's the day where I would upload a new chapter again, but I'm so unmotivated because no one's commenting or voting for my book....*sobbing* 
          
          I addition I feel mentally worse again....
          
          That's why I dunno when I'll upload the next chapter :/
          SORRY 
          
          I hope you had a better week than me♡

the_love_of_art

Heyyy, I'm back again! 
          
          Sorry, that I wasn't online for so long....T_T
          
          During that time I kept writing my book (without uploading anything.) I noticed that in my first chapters important things for the plot were missing. I have therefore written and updated these chapters again. So please read the two chapters "한" and "두" again so that you understand the following chapters.
          
          Luve uuu ( •ॢ◡-ॢ)-♡
          
          ~Le~