thesickgoth

do you suffer from migraine along w being a coffee addict which you want to quit because of how it messes up the migraine but fail to do so [that's where the term addiction steps in] because.........same.

thesickgoth

@starlitxskies  lucky you man. my migraine gets worse because of it, i wanna quit but i’m way too addicted and this is something i truly despise.
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starlitxskies

@allwords_ the funny thing is that despite having so much coffee, it never gave me migrane lol
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thesickgoth

do you suffer from migraine along w being a coffee addict which you want to quit because of how it messes up the migraine but fail to do so [that's where the term addiction steps in] because.........same.

thesickgoth

@starlitxskies  lucky you man. my migraine gets worse because of it, i wanna quit but i’m way too addicted and this is something i truly despise.
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starlitxskies

@allwords_ the funny thing is that despite having so much coffee, it never gave me migrane lol
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thesickgoth

i run out of words when i’m asked to describe them and their significance in my life. i wish i could hug them right now and tell them that they mean my world to me and i love them like anything. my heart melts when i see them happy and that satisfaction in their eyes and their voice,whenever i catch a glimpse of that, it feels like i’ve achieved the best i ever could.
          i wish i could be with them rn. we are a family of twenty eight on my maternal side, who would be together today, celebrating this day of a lifetime but time threw us into this abyss.
          
          right now, i just want to hug them and sleep on their laps while i tell them about what they mean to be which is something they already know but yeah. i am the eldest kid from my maternal side[the one younger to me is just three months younger but yeah]. i've always been a lil over pampered first kid this side of the family which sometimes my younger siblings used as their play card and asked me to talk to them about anything they want because it's a sure shot yes then. they'd listen to my siblings too anyway, but for some reason, they'd ask me to ask them.
          
          i'd write on and on about them because even after being a writer who'd rather use written than verbal language or would write what doesn't slip through the tongue, i fail to describe how they're "my everything" and how everything fails to describe my love for them and their significance in my life which i can't imagine without them. until my board exams and then the pandemic, i used to visit them every weekend and now i'm just waiting for that life again where the only motivation i have to get through the week is to see them at the end of it. they're worth everything best in this life and the hereafter. 
          today, i cried at all of this and at the fact that how blessed i am to have them in my life.
          
          kudos to fifty years of the best couple on this planet. 
          i wish for many more <3

starlitxskies

@allwords_ aww that's so beautiful.... happy anniversary to them!
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thesickgoth

@tulipsoul_ omg you’re so uwvu thaanksss <3
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thesickgoth

[if you plan on reading this till the end,its split into two parts.
          disclaimer: omit the grammatical errs which i might cringe upon myself later because this has been written in the midst of  a cry session for the best reasons]
          i  don’t know if anyone’s gonna read this, but this is pouring out of my heart and i wanted to type this. so here it goes.
          it’s my maternal grandparents’ fiftieth anniversary today. it’s the golden year.
          while i was talking to them today, i just went all emo and cried as soon as we hung up because of how they describe “my everything” for me.
          they’re the best and cutest people i’ve encountered in my life and i can bet all my money nobody will ever be deserving enough to replace them. 
          my maternal grandmother is 70+ and she has always loved history like a piece of her existence and not to forget, she still does. she was a history teacher and till date her memory hasn’t faded, it’s like her mortality forgot to carry her memory through the journey.
          my mom has been her student and in her words
          “she never ever used textbooks, she said it makes the kids wanna sleep, reading is what they’ll do at home, if they do the same through a teacher, it won’t make any difference. so, as a teacher i’m supposed to do something to make it better for the students” 
          my mom says she never read a line from the book and narrated the chapter like an intriguing novel. she’s the history enthusiast you’d ever want.
          my grandfather, on the other hand is a math geek. till date, just mentioning the subject excites him like joys of spring. he keeps expressing how glad he is about me studying math and that happiness and contentment in his voice, it touches me like anything.
          
          today, they said “50 saal kaise nikle pata hi nahi chala” and went emo into a flashback of 50.

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thesickgoth

@Beautifulamia that was all good!! you're amazing and your work is as well!!
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