After something that happened in the Youtube community I just wanted to address that suicide, depression, or any mental illness shouldn't be taken as a joke. If you are thinking about suicide or know someone with a suicide plan, please get someone you trust to help. I know it's not an easy thing to do but it's the best thing to do, suicide isn't an answer.
Here's the National Suicide Prevention number if you need to contact, there's also a chat if you're not comfortable talking on the phone.
NSP: 1-800-273-8255