tired_idi0t

I'm srrsly thinking about deleting my profile. I barely visit this app,I hardly watch Marvel anymore (I'm in the BNHA fandom rn,and mostly on Ao3) and my mental health issues are getting worse. Still, I'll probably wait till the Loki TV series, maybe they'll give me some inspiration to write. But until then, goodbye and I love you very much <3.
          
          Ren(I was getting sick of my birth name and the nickname Sam)

so you guys who watch MHA know Endeavour, right? Idgaf I you hate him or love him, whatever. I don't rlly care. My point is- 
              I read ONE fanfic where Endeavour is Russian,ONE fanfic- And now I can't freaking get out of my head the idea that he is Russian, help. 
              Literally, I was talking with my friend the other day and we started talking ab how cool it would be there was an Slavic exchange student in 1A,1B or whatever( just crack headcanons,you know what I'm talking ab),and at some point I straight up went: " But isn't like,Shoto half-russian or smth? Cuz his dad is like,from Russia,yk?". My friend just stared at me for about a minute in silence and then asked me. " What have been reading instead of sleeping again,Sam?"
           I'm so fu¢king done with my sleep-deprived, mentally unstable a$$, I can't-
            My friend now thinks that I'm weird and is seriously concerned about my,idk? Sleep schedule? What I read? If I'm okay or not? Who knows at this point.
            Anyways-   ,thanks for coming to my TED talk,see ya ig✌️

rant/vent
          Man. I was doing freaking amazing. I did my hair today, got dressed up really nice and stuff, excited for my b-day tomorrow, when whoops, my whole mood went to heck and now I'm on the verge of tears while having classes. Freaking amazing, I-

Soo. Yesterday I finally talked w/ my mom abt how I feel, and that I want to talk with a professional and what do I get? Being told that I'm imagining stuff and to "suck it up".  Oh how I want to throw myself off a bridge rn ✌️

So my mental health was rlly down these past months, I barely get any sleep, constantly cannot focus,get angry super easily or cry myself to sleep, but whenever  someone asks "Are you ok?" I can only say that  I'm  fine, because if I say something else, I'm gonna feel like I'm bothering the person, which results in me avoiding people, so I don't need to cry after every conversation, but when I try to talk to my mother about my feelings and ect., she sais "it's just hormones,it's normal for your age" and comepletely ignores me✌️. Anyways, might post tonight. Love ya

Merry Christmas!I love my gifts,and I'm planning to give you guys one! Tonight all(almost) of my stories will be updated,hooray!

OMFG THE TRAILERS ARE OUT! I ABSOLUTELY fell in love with the Loki one,and the Falcon and the Winter Soldier one looks very funny. Can't wait for 2021.

Hi!
          
          
            So,I have news. I'm currently working on the new chapters of almost all of my books. I'm sooo sorry for not posting,but with school,and all the lack of sleep,I just couldn't get the energy to write. Also,for the past month I kinda lost interest in Marvel(I got it back, don't worry),but I started to like fandoms like FNAF, Sander Sides,Mha/Bnha. I'm not sure if I'll write about them,but the Marvel stories will definitely be continued. Stay safe 
           Love:
                    Sam

I have literally the sweetest girlfriend in this world. She just read all of my stories,and said such sweet things. I love her so much,and I'm super lucky having her as my girl. Thanks baby, you're my world. I love you so much.❤️
          
          
          Anyway,sorry for not posting a lot,but I'm writing something special in my main Loki fanfic,and it will take some time. Bye,love you 3000

Guys,my little brother just said that Rocket was a "space squirrel". I'm literally wheezing.