da71ingsf9teen

Hi author I just finished "The illusion of us" anI have felt so many emotions in my chest, so many tears fell from my eyes and I giggled so much too. It was just perfection wrapped in letters, absolutely phenomenal.. I have read enough amount of jh fics and I can say that this was like really freaking good one of my faves for sure  If it turns out like this, I want an arrange marriage too.. I just can't stress enough on how much I loved ur writing.. It felt so real and I felt sm things I doubt any other book has made me feel.. I finished all of it in one day.. Wanna mention how much it reminded me of my first love, my one sided love, the boy I would do anything for as long as I could get crumbs of him. I also thought about love the way yn did that it's only giving wo expecting back.. And the line "it's just self sacrifice" hit hard .Although it wld be a lie if I say I didn't wish he gave some of it back, smth, anything. But he couldn't even give me that. He didn't even bother to try.. He knew I liked him, I told him that he didn't have to do anything about it but I believed that he would at least let me keep reaching him when I wanted to but no he ended up ghosting me ..Shutting all the doors.. Being so cruel like I didn't even deserve the crumbs... This books first few parts reminds me of what possibly could be if he was kind, if he tried just a little, if he took my feelings into consideration even a little.. Just if he thought about how his actions wld hurt me, how I deserved to be treated w care.. Jeonghan took time but at least he realised it at one point.. Probably me drawing a correlation between the two doesn't entirely make sense but it does to me ngl lol.. I THINK I WROTE TOO MUCH WAY TOO MUCH FORGIVE ME FOR THAT I just wanna tell you that it was a great book and really touched my heart..

da71ingsf9teen

@toramibbyong thank you for writing such a masterpiece and thank you for ur kind words, means a lot :(
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toramibbyong

thank u so much for enjoying it. i didn’t realise it would leave this big of an impact on anyone. and dw abt it, one day u’ll meet your jeonghan and u’ll receive the love u deserve. one that’ll return ur love entirely and is deserving of the love u give. :) 
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da71ingsf9teen

I finished this in one day btw read half way through the entire night sacrificing sleep and then woke up and read a few parts and I WAS JUST SO SAD THE ENTIRE DAY because I thought I'm over him now maybe I am but not entirely.. It just made me so sad thinking how I wish he tried a little just a little I wish so bad even after all this time that he was considerate bcs I really wished he was the one bcs no one made me feel the way he did ever before.. And I also ended up having this one pathetic thought that even now if he tried the way jeonghan did I would let him in :") but the reality is that he doesn't care he never did and he probably hasn't thought of me in months.. Anyway I'm so sorry again for trauma dumping but I just wanted to share the thoughts I had reading this to you the author.. It was truly a piece of art, thank you for making me realise so many things lol
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bbh_56

i want to read shared space and hidden desire since the illusion of us was sooooo good even tho i don’t normally go with these type of tropes and i have the same problem with shared space and hidden desires because i never ever liked read friendship to lovers and on top all its 101 parts so pleaseeeee just give me some motivation to read it i really want to read it 

bbh_56

@toramibbyong im so sorry for the late reply i don’t know why i didnt get notification that you replied i thought i was ghosted lol 
            im planning to read it has been sitting on my reading list but i haven’t got that free time to start and now ill most definitely read it thank you soooo much :)))
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toramibbyong

@daechwitamikrokosmos yup i’m in the process of writing something hopefully i can release it soon. thanks a lot, i really appreciate it 
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daechwitamikrokosmos

@toramibbyong btw I really really really enjoyed reading illusion of us, are you planning on writing more stories here? If you do then just know you've got me as a permanent reader
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