Hi Tipo! I don't know if you check Wattpad anymore, but I hope you get this message ,:)
For starters, please take note, and tell Sapphire as well, to not message my discord account if it is still up, and to not add me back to the group for a while. I have been on a deserved digital detox, and I feel like I've gotten a needed wake up call. I've been around Mecha for two years. But now, I've actually communicated with my mom, and I really took her for granted. She wants nothing but the best for me in every endeavor. During my time so far, I've come to a few conclusions:
- I do not have DID. I was young and dumb when I found out about such a thing, and I think I was faking without realizing. I feel embarrassed :(
- Im becoming more comfortable with my feminine body again!
- Im re-discovering who I am outside of the relationship ,:D
Im not gonna be on discord for a long time, but I wanted to let you guys know that Im doing alright!
Can you get this message to Sapphire though?
Mecha has been a very bad influence on me and my life. Intentional or not, she's made me believe that I was ill, and that I never had the life that I already had. Not to mention that our "relationship" was very one sided support-wise. I was hoping that you could tell Sapphire to let Mecha down easy at least? I've come to accept that Im no doctor nor psychiatrist. I want to get Mecha away, but I want to keep you and Sapphire in my life. You guys have been nothing but good, supportive, helpful and fun! Thank you guys for that ,:D
And if you can get a message to @/multifandomman on Tumblr that would be great too. Just tell him that Im doing a digital detox, Im doing ok, and that I don't really have DID.
I hope you and Sapphire have fun and stay safe! Let Sapphire know that if she wants to check on me, I suggest she pings me here on your profile.
Thank you to you and Sapphire for being such good friends ^^ :3