unicornzzz13

It has been so long since I have written. Almost feels like I'm going numb.

unicornzzz13

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Can I cry the pain away. Feel the need to do stupid things. For no reason. I wanna run. The voices...voices...voices... 
          I just wanna run away. I wanna stay. I wanna drink the pain away. Corrupt my lungs fill my heart with dark black ink. Cry bloody tears. Break apart chaos is coming. Feelings are messy don't know what to do. Maybe leave or maybe leave for a while or forever or I don't know. 
          I haven't fucked up. No ones done anything wrong. Its just my feelings are a mess and I have no idea what to do with them. I guess Ill just hide them. For a while till I pop or no till I explode and the universe within me can't resist it anymore.
          Quiet. Serenity. Tranquility. 
          Nevermind. I said nothing.
          The echoes. My mind. 
          Bye. Forget it. Goodnight.
          I have nothing to say. 
          Its all good. 
          Everything good?
          Yes.