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*taps mic* is this place deserted or what

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it’s so fucking funny having people who underestimated me when i was younger asking for the bathroom code. like, this guy disrespected my entire family, their religion and their ways of expressing it, and he asks me for a bathroom code. he said my mom played the grand piano too loud, and my grandma didn’t teach ‘the right things’, even though she taught those kids the same as his wife did. it’s wild.

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and i’ve saw some of my old classmates work up here, too. good people who were nice to me. granted, there’s two who were total bitches and still are, but other then that, it’s all good. i don’t run into them too often. it’s just weird; it feels like everyone else has their lives already figured out, working towards a good career. and it sucks for me. lol
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something i know cis people wouldn’t understand is just how fun it is to pack and not bind at the same time. like idk if i’m ever gonna go out in public like that, but i like doing so when i’m at home. honestly it’s really nice

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however to make it easier and not bother anybody i’m gonna have to pack up everything and take it outside before everyone falls asleep. or pack it up and take it out at about seven am. maybe
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im currently washing two weeks worth of laundry so i’ll have clean clothes while we move. in the next two hours i have to move more boxes outside, carry the tv out, and put down my tv stand lol. as well as taking apart my bed frame and keep my mattress on the floor, take my shelves outside, just a lot of shit in general so i’ll be prepared. the deadline is 12am but it’ll be fine until i plan on going to bed, so in like the next four or five hours
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matpat haters still get hung up on a generational-specific term that, while it is still offensive, can be explained by his own home state and how the internet had been at the time. how specific does things have to be that when that video was released, it was being watched on pc where it was made known with those pop ups? 
          and although it was a sponsor, he still chose to highlight his team and how important it is that they be recognized, as well as his supporters, friends, viewers. people make stupid mistakes, ones that at that time wasn’t viewed as wrong. 
          he’s still held accountable and he accepts that.

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lol i guess my family really doesn’t give a shit. i could’ve been dead because i sleep so much. i don’t come out of my room for like. twelve hours at a time. 
          instead they’re all cleaning and i just slept for fifteen hours. no biggie

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i’d have to start going to bed at 2pm to actually wake up early
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also considering that my depression has made it to such a low point im always exhausted. constantly tired and ready for a nap. i can power through it most days, yeah, but lately i’ve been prioritizing my energy over how often or much i work, so i’ve been napping more and sleeping longer. i average about 13-16 hours of sleep every night lol
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im gonna get clothes for my chip buddy i swear shes tooo cute

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i love autism i latched onto this beanie buddy like an animal-aspiring mother who steals some human baby and treats it as her own i want to coddle this lump of fabric and give it kisses and hug it
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no one gonna talk about how the fire on their cigarette was literally the only thing with color in all of these flashforwards :/
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anyway fuck everyone im back to reverting to relying on myself im gonna watch the bcs finale by myself with chip
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