to the wp community:
i'm not sure if any of my old wattpad friends will see this... but i figured i would try to send this anyway. it's the least i can do for a little bit of closure, you know?
so it's 2021 and it has been a year since i've last posted. since then, we've all faced a practical apocalypse. we have all grown immensely and we have all changed. for me, it's been years since i joined this community of roleplayers on wattpad. i've changed a lot since then, especially when covid hit. i've grown older and experienced new things, learned new lessons and met new friends, but most importantly, i matured. recently, that means i've realized a few things about my past behavior on this site. i owe each and every one of my wattpad friends an apology.
back when i met some of you, i was still a child who didn't know how much of an impact she could make on a few strangers on the internet. i was young and i wanted all the attention in the world, so i lied and said horrible things that i can never take back. that didn't make me a good person, and some of the experiences i lied about have since happened to me. now that i actually know what those experiences were like, i'm horrified and so, so sorry about my behavior. i'm sorry for knowingly claiming all of those things to people who were so young at the time, for being so toxic and for causing what must have been a terrifying feeling.
i'm better than that now. i'm doing well in my classes and my writing skill has improved. i am happy to say that i have grown emotionally and i know what is right and what is wrong. this has been eating at me for a long time, so... i'm happy that i can get all of this off of my chest. it felt wrong to just keep this account abandoned with no accompanying message. i'm just glad i can write to you all now.
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