"I miss that kind of misery..
The kind where you are nice to me..!
But only in the evening,
So I ask, am I just dreaming..?
I love you so much that it's dripping..!
Dripping from my arms and such..
I'm sorry, I know I'm too much
To love, to trust, I'm nothing, but...?"
Missing somebody who hurt you but like you can't let them go because yous till care about them, plus, they were the first person who you actually felt connected to and is the only reason youre even able to slightly understand people now
Haha,
P.s, this isn't about my sweet,lovely, amazing wife
Im just missing an old best friend