Hi there. I'm Jordan.
How are you? That's good/sucks. What did you do today? What? Dude, that's kind of weird...tell me more.

" Daily, nightly, and ever so rightly!" if you know what I mean *wink wink*

I died when I heard this... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SNXgUGVluDo

" You darken my soul, but I still want you. He loves me completely, and it haunts you. I love him." One of my poems on Tumblr.

What if life in was black and white, and the colors we once loved were different shades of gray that painted the world, and one day, it was all in color. The world would be so amazed. That's how I feel when I see your smile.

Your only there until your not, until the story doesn't need you anymore. It goes on, day after day, when it left you behind in the dust of the dead, until all you are is a stone and scattered items that don't mean much to anyone. That's death.
 But life. It's the way you adjust the story and the reasons it needs you now. Your swimming in a sky of possibilities. Your dreams and desires. The story ends when your happy, if your not happy, it's not the end. Just a new beginning.- Jordan Ayers 2014

I don't like life, yet I'm living. Though I wish I could end it.
I don't like to smile, yet everyday I'm smiling. Though I wish I had the guts to stop.
I don't like my weight, yet I eat. Though I wish I had the body so I didn't need to.
I don't like my friends, yet I still hang with them. Though I wish I could tell them that I wish they cared. 
I don't like to stay strong, yet I only cry in front of people if I can't stop. Though I wish I didn't have to hide my tears.

The only thing that keeps me going is music. It throws me forward. Tell me your favorites, maybe I'll listen to them and dedicate a chapter to you for showing me a totally cool artist.