yurioniceepisode10

Hey
          It’s been sooooo long since I was on here last. Like, it’s literally been over a year wtfff. I can’t believe it’s December, this year has been so fucking hectic. 
          I don’t even know if ppl follow me anymore or even read my things? It’s been ages since I’ve written anything but I’d be more than happy to try and finish things when I have time if people want me to??
          This is super shit, but the main reason I haven’t updated is because I’ve had an incredibly shit year, and i know it’s my fault. I’ve hurt some people who mean the world to me and I can’t emphasise how sorry I am for it and I take full responsibility for butchering relationships that I cherish so so much, again I’m so so sorry.
          Before i say this, i just want to say that i am in no way trying to justify hurting people and i take full responsibility and I’m so so sorry. 
          I’ve been ill for the entire year and it’s been really hard, I don’t want to go into detail but I’ve started on medication now after being refused it for a year and I’m probably going to need surgery at some point. My mental health has been a mess and I hate talking about and I feel guilty because I’ve tried to hide everything from most of my friends because I’m terrified. Also I’ve started sixth form which is going absolutely terribly, i just feel like I’m not in control of anything in my life anymore. 
          It’s weird talking about things a bit? I know it’s unhealthy to keep things to yourself but things just suck atm and it’s so hard to talk about Them. I don’t want to promise I’ll be able to update any stories constantly like I used to but I’ll try my best to publish a few of the chapters I worked on before I fucked off for a year. Thank you so much for supporting me, 100k reads on one of my books is wild?? Thank you?? I can’t believe people actually read it?? Again, I’m so so grateful. I don’t think anyone will read this but on the off chance that someone wants me to carry on writing, please tell me!! 
          - C xx

IM GOING TO CRY YOU HAVE ALMOST 100k ON ATELOPHOBIA IM SO PROUD OF YOU HUN!! KEEP UP THE GREAT WORK!! I LOVE YOU LOTS 

I HAD MY RESULTS YESTERDAY FOR MY YEAR 10 GCSE'S AND HOLY SHIT I DONT KNOW HOW, BUT I HAD 4 A*'s, 3 A's and 1 C, IM SO HAPPY I HAD A C IN BIOLOGY, I WAS PREPARED FOR A U, IM ACTUALLY SCREAMING, AND I HAD AN A* IN WELSH??? I DIDNT EVEN FINISH THE PAPER?? AND IN HISTORY?? THATS THE HARDEST SHIT IVE EVER DONE?? AND RE?? I GOT A 100 MARKS?? HOW??? AND PHYSICS AND CHEMISTRY I HAD A's?? I CANT DO THEM TO SAVE MY LIFE, I LITERALLY STARTED REVISING A FEW DAYS BEFORE THE EXAMS?? IM SO SO SO HAPPY, BUT NEXT YEAR IS PROBABLY GOING TO BE THE WORST YEAR OF MY LIFE, SO !! THOSE OF UOU WHO ALSO HAD YOUR RESULTS YESTERDAY, I HOPE YOU HAD WHAT YOU WERE HOPING FOR!! 

GCSE results today Bois, good luck to everyone getting them, I hope you all get the grades you wanted!! I'm literally about to jump off a cliff, after today is over I'll try and write some more because there'll be less stress!! Good luck xoxo

I'm on holiday at the moment, so I hardly have internet so I'm sorry for not replying or uploading!! I'll try and update more after we come back so!! Have a good day!!

I have 1 more mock exam left and one more GCSE left this year and then I'm done I'm!! Screaming!! I'm!! So!! Sorry!! I!! Haven't!! Been!! Online!! In!! Such!! Awhile!! I've had my phone fixed now whoop whoop, so I'll be back to updating soon?? If you want me too?? I'm so sos os spsoosfjjgn sorry I literally haven't messaged people in months, I've missed talking to @kittenkatter so sos os much ily and I hope you're doing well!! I'm so so sorry!! I understand if you never want to talk to me again but I've thought about you every single day and I want to hug you so badly!! Anyway, I'll be back online this weekend, I'll try and update by next week because I'm off for 3 days bc we've finished exams and it's the gwyl haf at the moment and there aren't any teachers to teach us so!! + btw I want to try and write something new in the summer, it's still gonna be yoi but I've been thinking of doing my own au for awhile and I just got slapped across the face w inspiration so!! Also I had to climb In through a window to get into my house today and I nearly inhaled a dead fly help. I've got a music mock tomorrow and I'm d e a d so I'll speak to you all soon!! Bye!! Have!! A!! Good!! Day!! And!! Thanks!! For !! Sticking!! W!! Me 

Hi and THHHHAAANNNKKKSS

I !! Haven't !! Written !! Anything !! In !! So !! Long !! I'm !! Sorry !!
          My exams start on Monday and I'm a m e s s ,,,,, I won't be online for at least another month and a half possibly so if anyone has an interest in taking over Atelophobia for me then pls tell me because I have -30 inspiration and I have literally no time but if not then I'll try and carry on after exams.
          
          

I GODAMN LOVE ATOLOPHOBIA DONT U DARE STOP WRITING (I'll accept the temporary brake tho)

Holy shit. 82k reads on Atelophobia. 82K! So proud of you, love. You've come so far. Hoping the story reaches 100k! I'm almost certain it will, and when it does, I'm probably gonna send you something special. Keep it up, Carys! Or as my friends will say, "Celery". Get it. Because you're name is Carys Eleri and it kinda sounds like it..? (Please I don't deserve to live)