Mark's departure from NCT left a huge empty space in my heart. I even thought about stop stanning nct because i feel like nct without mark lee is not Nct anymore (i support all the members). I started stanning nct in late 2019, and it was one of the best years of my life as a k-pop fan (i remember buying my first nct album in the orange app and i was so happy about it, but i rarely buy there anymore cause theres a lot of good sellers in x). I remember staying up all night reading every NCT fanfic I could find on wattpad and twitter especially AUs. I always felt this urge to write my own nct stories, mostly markhyuck and chenji, though I loved other ships too.
I tried publishing my own nct fanfics many times, but they never took off they all flop. I blamed my inexperienced self and I'm just a lone teen with lots of ideas but not the know-how to turn them into full blown stories. I kept abandoning those stories because I didn’t know how to continue them. Now that I’ve learned more about writing fanfics, I want to write nct fanfic again to help fill the emptiness I’m feeling because of everything happening in ncity right now. I hope this time I’ll find the motivation to finish a story instead of giving up. I know this account is mainly for my eight pirates, but I might publish my future NCT fanfics here too.
