January 9th. 5:26pm.
Dear Diary...
"Hey," I say, walking through my bedroom door, my arms filled with delicious snacks. "My Mom said it's okay to sleep over," I dump the load on the bed next to Remiula and smile.
"Oh, good!" She smiles up at me and picks up a packet of cookies. "I text my Mom and she said it was cool too. Can I borrow some of your jammies, then?"
"Sure," I laugh. I walk over to my chest of drawers and pick out some purple and white PJs that I know she likes. I plop them down on the bed. "There ya go! Hey, don't hog all the cookies," I swipe one that she's about to put in her mouth and bob out my tongue.
"You are such a loser!" Remi giggles, taking out another cookie and quickly popping it in. "So, hey, are you feeling a little better?"
I lift my shoulders and sigh. "I guess so. God, she is such a bitch. She shouldn't be allowed to get away with the things she does. Someone needs to teach that girl a lesson."
"I agree," Remi says, shifting herself so she's lying with her legs on the wall. "We should teach her a lesson!"
"Oh please, don't be so ridiculous. She would skin us alive if we ever tried to do something like that and you know it."
"Pfft, I ain't scared of that dumb, blonde bitch and her posse of fakers. And you shouldn't be either."
"I'm not scared of her... I just really want to keep the peace for a while. I don't want any trouble. Okay, Remi? If worse comes to worse, then we can tell the Head and she can deal with her. But for now... Just let it go," I lie down on the bed next to her so that my feet are dangling off the edge.
"Okay... I'm sorry," She replies, reaching to the side of us and cupping my hand in hers. My face surges with heat, my pulse rate increases. What is she doing? I mean, we hold hands on occasion, like when we're at the park or ice skating. But this feels... More intimate than those times. I take a long, deep breath and move so that my head is level with hers, our hands still locked together. For a few moments we're both staring up at my white ceiling, the only sound between us, the erratic thumping of my heart. From out the corner of my eye, I feel Remiula move her head. I face her, my cheeks flushing as I stare into her cool blue eyes. "Alexis..." She whispers.
"Y-yeah?" I say, my voice cracking.
"I, um. I..." She looks away.
"You... What?" I gulp.
"Um... Nothing. Never mind," She sighs and gets off the bed. "I'm gonna go put my jammies on, okay?"
"Okay..." I mumble. What was that? I feel a tingle in my stomach and my heart is still pounding against my chest. Remi picks up the PJs and rushes into the bathroom to get changed. I sit up and place my head in my hands, trying to think.
After a while, I decide something. I get up and slowly make my way towards the bathroom. With shaking hands, I open the door; Remi wouldn't think to lock it. "Remi..." I whisper. She turns around to face me, shock displaying on her face.
"Alexis!" She shouts, covering her bare chest with her arms. "What are you doing? Get out!" My eyes rake over her body, starting with her covered-up breasts, to her bare legs and back again. I lock my gaze on her gorgeous eyes. The way the light up above shines on her makes their colour pop and sparkle. I shuffle my feet across the floor. Getting closer. Closer. My heart punching through my skin. Closer. Mere inches from her. Her expression has changed from embarrassed and shocked to curious and nervous. I inch myself closer. "A-alexis..." She says, her voice a mere murmur.
"Remiula..." I breathe. I reach forward and grab her hands, pulling them away from herself. She blushes. I hold her hands above my heart and I study her form. Her breasts are quite large, much larger than mine. They're perky and her nipples are a beautiful shade of brown. I scan down to her hips. They are quite large, she has an hour-glass figure. I bite my lip and my gaze goes up to her lips. Her beautiful, soft-looking lips. Even without lip-gloss, they shimmer and shine in the light, enticing me to meet them with my own. What is happening to me? I've never felt this way before. I've never even dreamed I'd be this close to Remiula in such a way.
She's staring at my face, perhaps wondering what I'm doing and if I'm alright. I don't have an answer for either of those questions. I take a deep breath and finally do it. I learn forward, pressing my body into her. My lips meet hers and we share the most loving, passionate kiss. She grabs my hips to keep me against her and I snake my arms around her neck. The smell of her perfume and natural scent is over powering. That and the heat of the moment makes me slightly dizzy, I have to concentrate to keep my balance. "Lexi," She moans against my lips. I reply with a 'mmm' and we continue kissing.
Eventually, she pulls away and looks into my eyes. A shy smile creeps across my face. "Well... That just happened," I say. I place my hand against her cheek and she leans against it.
"I... Um. What was that?" She asks.
"I'm honestly not sure," I reply, shaking my head. A memory dawns on me. "What were you going to say? Before you came in here to get changed?"
"I don't, uh, remember," She says. I know she's lying. I also know what she was going to say, from the way she kissed me, it's impossible to not know.
"I know you do," I smile. "I love you too, Remiula," Her eyes widen and water fills them. I kiss her once on the lips. "I think, despite me not knowing, I always have. Ever since we met."
"I love you so... So much," Her voice sounds choked. She pulls me towards her and hugs me tight, her breasts pressing against my chest.
