Hogwarts Is My Home (true shifting story)

heart breaker

you don't have to listen to the song while reading if you don't want to, its just a song I was listening to while writing this chapter...anyways, enjoy!!

Crap...It was Fred.

I was thinking weather or not I should open the door and talk to him, what did he have to say to me?

"come on Val, I know you are in there, you missed breakfast." He began to beg for me to open the door. I looked like a mess, my eyes were red, my hair was messy, I felt like I smelled. But I still decided to open up.

I walked slowly, taking a deep breath before turning the door knob to open up to him.

"Val...can I come in?" He said with his eyes , red. "umm.....okay." I said hesitant. He walked in and closed the door behind him, as I sat down on my bed. "I did something bad Val...really bad-" "I know....I saw" I interrupted him as I looked down, not even making eye contact. I couldn't even look at him in the eyes without crying....well, I was already starting to cry.

"I didn't know you knew-" "Of course I knew, I SAW it, I SAW you kiss Alistora, I SAW you make the first move." I started saying as I sobbed uncontrollably. I finally looked into his eyes. He looked at me like he had just been stabbed in the stomach. He looked hurt.

I stood up to face him and looked dead into his eyes. "It didn't meet anything Val, I don't know what made me do it. The only thing I remember was taking a drink from her that she offered. I don't know what made me kis-" "You know what made you kiss her?" I interrupted. "It was a love potion, but it was a special one....it would have worn off if you thought of the person you really loved. You would have not done anything if you would have really loved me." I said arguing with him.

"how do you know it was a love potion? how do-" "I talked to Draco, he told me he did it so I could see for myself if you really loved me or not...and I think I found my answer." I said looking to the side so I didn't have to look at him in the eyes.

"you talked to Dra-" He paused for a second. I didn't know what he was pausing at until I looked at him again, this time his eyes weren't making contact with mine. It was looking at my neck. "WHO in the BLOODY HELL gave you THAT" He yelled grabbing my head tilting my head to see my neck.

shit. a hickey....

"You are really giving me shit for being under a love potion when you literally were out with someone else? who was it..... Draco wasn't it?" He said letting go of my face and staring at me with an angry expression. I had to say what happened, but it wasn't going as I planned. "I...I-" "You what? you probably fucked him didn't you? You saw a chance and went for it" "excuse me?" I said upset, did he really make that assumption so quick? "you heard me...did. you. fuck. Draco." He said one more time stepping closer to me.

"I don't know....Did you fuck Alistora?" I argued back. I didn't want to hear the answer to be honest, I regretted asking. "I think you already know the answer to that Val" He said standing up straighter, fixing himself like he just said something he was proud of.

My heart dropped, Those words were the words I was afraid of hearing. "You know what Fred, no. I didn't fuck Draco" I continued as I started stepping closer to him, as he started stepping back into a corner. "I didn't because I love you, I am in LOVE with YOU. He came to my room and told me what happened with the potion. I didn't know how else to control my emotions and hugged him when he told me what the potion did, knowing YOU kissed her. He ended up kissing me, and kissing my neck. I ended up telling him that I didn't want to kiss him anymore because I started to feel bad, I felt disgusted. Like I was doing something wrong." I started crying even harder....

"I don't believe you" He spat looking into my eyes, with meaning..."I believe you....I believe you fucked her, I believe you are a LYING PIECE OF SHIT....How could you lie about loving me, play with my feelings like that...And want to know the worst part? I still love you....but I don't trust you anymore" I said looking up at him, pointing my finger in his chest, tears flowing down my cheek. "You know what then....maybe we should just break up" He said in a stressed voice. He looked at me with hurt eyes, but her looked like he meant what he just said to me.