Imagine 30: Tell Me That You Love Me
Last Imagine in Daniel Seavey's imagine book (or not haha)
(BJKENKS WHY DOES DANIEL LOOK SO GOOD)I stared off into the ebyss of the night. Darkness surrounded us with a fixture of deep star-light. The moon was a crescent, filled with wonder.
I sat next to my boyfriend of a year, hoping tonight was the night.
As we sat, we shared secrets, jokes, and overall fun conversations. We had kissed a couple of times - as my stomach was then turned into a butterfly garden.
The outside world was filled with life. Deer walked around, catching prey to survive another day.
Large cats were also around, but nothing in them seemed to think we were a threat.
Daniel told stories about his younger life - only making me more deeply joyous. He had shared his favorite American Idol stories. When he spoke of humors times, he had a certain whimsical tone in his soothing voice that filled my ears with happiness.
His beautifully shaped arms were wrapped around my essence, keeping me in a joyous mood.
He hugged me close, keeping me warm and toasty. His laughter was like my moon and the sun, it brought joy into my own world. His smile was like the flowers in my world - it lit up the atmosphere surrounding it.
We had only been dating a year, but the love I felt for him was long enough to last a millennial. From his raspy voice, to the way he twirls his brunette hair when he's filled with anxiousness. He kept me safe - and I would thank him for the rest of my presence.
He sang me my favorite tune. His voice - although I speak of it a lot - was a melodically alluring fixture. The blue-eyed boy's love for the music industry made it hard for him to pick a favorite song. But my favorite, which will always keep me in an heavenly state, is Breakaway. A beautiful song that he sang when he was on American Idol.
Although, he hated getting voted off on his birthday, he'd never regret it, because then he wouldn't have found his life-long friends.
He spoke of funny pranks that he did on his sister Anna. Like the time he had switched the white cream inside an Oreo for toothpaste. He spoke in a happy voice, "Anna had eaten the whole thing in one bite; I swear I laughed so hard I peed my pants," he laughed appropriately, me joining in soon after.
He flowed away with my thoughts. A dark recurring dream had taken his place - one that sarcastically blessed me it's presence with. The scarce dream couldn't help make me wonder if I was going to lose the boy.
"He'll be gone someday," it spoke. "You don't have much time, soon I'll take him away. Good night to the mind of you, my dear, Y/n, you might just lose him tonight." The disgusting words raced around my mind - laughing humorously.
When it had left my neurons, I couldn't think about unicorns and rainbows. Lightening and the dark swooshed in my head.
It made realize that I had never muttered the L word to Daniel before - and vise versa. I took it as a sign. Something was reaching out to me, speaking that it was time to say the word a lot of people dreaded.
Maybe I was going to lose my love soon - sometime near into the future. I couldn't leave him without a trace of my love into his fickle heart.
So, maybe it is the right time to speak of such word. Maybe I'd be losing him soon. Or maybe that was my emotions and feelings telling me it was time. Since I didn't exactly know how the brain works - it could be any of those reasons, or a completely different one.
But how does one speak of this word? I've never said it anyone - other than my dear family.
A part of me was hoping he'd say it to me first, very stereotypical of me, I know. But I have an old soul - and I'd hope he knew that, so he'd say it first. But a huge part of me wanted myself to say it first. To show him that I really do love him, and I don't need him to say it first because my love was too much to keep inside my little figure any longer.
So, as the night went by, more time had passed, and I'd been putting it off. How do you start saying it? Do you go right out and say it?
I do not know for sure.
But I am in love with him, that's for sure.
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Finally, a plan dialed into my brain, and at any moment I was ready. Apparently, I was born ready - I'm not sure if that's exactly true or not, it's just something people speak of a lot.
I sighed, louder than normal to grab his attention. The grip on my body tightened, telling me that I have gotten what I needed.
"Daniel," I started. Even if I had a plan, that would soon be ruined because of my forgetfulness. "I need to tell you something."
Those words were never good, and my tone of anxiousness wasn't very pleasant to add to the equation. This got all of his attention, as he sat us up, spinning me towards his face. His eyes held emotion, mostly scared and anticipation. His blue orbs swirled with worry, as my face probably showed something distasteful.
"What is it, baby?" he asked. His voice was breaking with each word that he managed to choke out.
It made my heart break as his smile disappeared. "Are you breaking up with me?"
I looked at him with surprise and humor, I didn't think of that, of course he could be thinking that. My mindless mind was not working very much now. I couldn't bite back the laugh that flowed smoothly out.
"No," I said more seriously. "No, not at all."
His face lit up again, his worry had quickly faded in the night. "Good. You scared me for a minute.. What were you saying, love?"
I looked into his reassuring eyes. "I.. I think - no, scratch that, I know.. I love you, Daniel. I love you so much it hurts me not to say it. I know I love you, Daniel. I know it."
For a second, time felt like it had paused. The atmosphere around eyes had stopped, and the anticipation grew heavy inside of me.
After a while, he spoke, "Say it again. Say that you love me." He cupped my face into this warm hands. Unconsciously, I melted into his hand and rubbed my face into his palms.
I smiled, "I love you, Daniel. I'm so deeply in love with you, Daniel James Seavey."
This time, he beamed. A big smile (quite possibly the biggest smile I had ever seen) stretched along his beautiful complex. It almost reached his ears, and his adorable tooth gap showed.
"I love you, too, Y/n Y/m/n Y/l/n."
He pulled me close, kissing me passionately, savoring my flavor and love in one swipe.
I didn't know what the future had planned for us, but right now, I knew that we had each other, and that's all I needed.
My life wouldn't have been complete without this blue-eyed boy in my life.
So, thank you, Daniel Seavey. I love you.
The End
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