Chapter 15: Changes

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Dear Diary, it's been 2 months since i got shot. i haven't been dealing with it well, i've mainly been by myself and don't get me wrong it's by choice. my family , my besties and rico always want to be in my face but i just need some alone time to think . who could have so much hatred in their heart to shoot someone in the head, all of the memories that me and Cameron had together just started flowing back and i started to feel bad. i'm just that kind of person, i feel sorry for the people i shouldn't feel sorry for. Cameron and the baby where the only things i could think about. I know i can't feel my baby anymore, rico comes in often to talk to the baby and the doctors are telling me it's healthy, but i can just feel it . my baby is gone and i still haven't took it all in yet , why would god put me through all of this just to take my precious baby away. maybe i do need to focus on myself.

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*next day*

Doctor: Hey Honesty your brother would like to see you .
Honesty: huh ?
Doctor: your brother would like to see you .

lmao everyone in this city knows i don't have a damn brother but if someone lied about being my brother to come see me it must be important. The doctor walks in with my "brother" .

Cameron: *walks in slowly* honesty ...
Honesty: *eyes widen as she rushes to sit up* DOCTOR!!!!
Cameron: *runs over to her* shhhhh i'm not here to hurt you .
Honesty: why would you even show up here?
Cameron: i want to apologize.
Honesty: apologize?! Cameron you want to apologize for almost killing me and my baby. you cant take that back
Cameron: i wasn't aiming for you .
Honesty: it doesn't matter who you were aiming for, you shot me in my damn head cameron.
Cameron: *starts to cry * i know and i'm so sorry i wish i could take it back . with jayda being pregnant i can't imagine los-
Honesty: jayda is pregnant?
Cameron:honesty baby * walks to her* i wanted to have a family with you .
Honesty: nigga your sick you need to go
Cameron: i don't expect you to understand.
Honesty: CAMERON!!!!!!! YOU SHOT ME ! IS THAT NOT REGISTERED IN YOUR BRAIN ? YOU TRIED TO KILL ME, AND IN THE PROCESS OF DOING SO YOU KILLED MY ONLY CHANCE OF REAL HAPPINESS . I DONT THINK YOU UNDERSTAND
Cameron: tee-
Honesty: can you just go...
Cameron: okay i'll go *starts to walk out* i love you honesty
Honesty: nigga please , don't worry about loving me . you need to watch your back so you can live for that baby cause people are looking for you .

*may 19th*
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