Ethan's POV
---
I woke up and looked at my phone. It read 9:00. I sighed and got up. My face felt warm and dry. I was confused as of why for a few minutes until I remember what had happened with Mika. I stared down at the floor. I knew she wouldn't accept this. I was sad I was never gonna find an actual good caregiver. I got up and decided to just order food instead of actually cooking, plus most things were packed away. I also decided to call mark to tell him my trip to LA was starting tommorow and to apologise about earlier. He picked up after a few rings.
"Hi Ethan what's up bub?" He asked. His voice sounded deeper then normal and more scratchy I hope I hadn't woken him.
"Hey um I just wanted to say that I'm starting my drive to LA tomorrow and uh sorry for earlier." I mumbled looking at my feet.
"It's ok bud, and I'll see you when. You get here shoot me a text before you leave" he replied back to me. I smiled.
"Will do, well night" I said just before we hung up the phone. Not minutes after we hung up my food was here. I ate in silence. I didn't have anything except my phone out. I decided to watch some YouTube before I went back to bed. It was a long trip to get to LA. It was going to be a 4, day drive at least. I was excited to an extent. I didn't like the drive but loved the idea of going to LA. I laid on my sleeping bag pulling my stuffie closer. I started to doze off when I heard a knock at my door. Sighed getting up and going to it.
"Who is it" I asked just before looking through the peep hole in my door. I seen mika. I wanted to cry. I opened the door and put on a strong face.
"W..what do you want?" I asked pulling my sleeves down overly anxious. She handed me some things and then looked at me.
"I don't need those anymore and I wanted to make sure I had all my clothes I know you used to like to steal them" I nodded at her and looked through my boxes of clothes. The only thing I had was that mesh dress she had bought me and that was mine. I shook my head.
"I don't have anything of yours" I mumbled getting a nod.
"Hey, Mika" I said as she was leaving. She turned to me.
"Yeah" she asked.
"I'm really sorry..." I mumbled and she nodded.
"I know Ethan, maybe someday date will bring us back together and I can understand what ever this thing you do is" she said turning and walking away. I closed my door and locked it sliding down the door I put my head in my hands wispering out loud to no one "I love you" I only wished to get an answer. I sat there and cried for a few minutes until I managed to trudge myself into my room. This had been such a shitty day. I just wanted to feel loved right now and in my little space overly happy. I sniffles and cluched a stuffie to my chest slowly falling asleep thinking of any terrible things that could happen.
YOU ARE READING
Soft Boy
FanfictionEthan is a little. He has told no one. His girlfriend found out and left him. He wanted to have a caregiver but the only person he wanted he was scared to tell. Besides that Ethan wasn't dumb he knew that Mark was straight and wanted no one besides...
