Soft Boy

Chapter 7

Ethan's POV
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I didn't know how to reply to mark. I just let out a sob. I wanted to be little and I wanted to be held and I wanted everything over with. I was starting to hyperventilate when mark came and held me.

"Shhh blueberry it's okay" I held onto mark starting to fall asleep again. This wasn't a good day for me. I wanted to be at home and under my covers having my paci and not giving to shits to the world. A few hours later I woke up going to my computer. I just wanted to be little right now.

"Hey ethan do you wanna record some videos?" I noticed mark and nodded.

"Sure what videos"

"How about we do the basement exploring one today"

"Okay" I got up and fixed my hair and made sure my bruises weren't noticeable and went with mark he started with the intro. As he finished he handed me a GoPro and explained what I had to do. I climbed down the stairs. It was dark and musty I didn't like it. I already wasn't having a great day so the simplest thing could probably send me overboard. I just hoped I could make it till I got home to slip. I didn't know what was happening with my brain today. As we continued recording mark opened the door.

"Hey explore a little"

"Marrrrkkk this is a new shirt!" I whined hoping that would get me out of it but instead amy threw a hoodie down to me. Fuck. I slipped it on and crawled around. The Wally talky went off making some weird scary noice. God I wish mark wouldn't do that right now.

"Blue boy come in"

"Here big papa here" I copied back.

"You see anything? Somethings got the dogs pretty spooked" fuck I didn't like that, especially since the dogs we going crazy. I glanced around.

"Nope, nothing" I said back.

"Copy that" I kept looking and hearing the horrible noises coming from the Wally talky occasionally. I hated this so Fucking much. I crawled around a bit more. Before heading a loud bang on top of the door. It was just mark it's okay. I calmed my breathing but tears were there.

"Blue boy you there? The alarms are going off might be something down there watch out."

"Will do" I looked around and noticed that mark wasn't kidding there were openings and almost anyone could get in. I heard the noice from the Wally talky and then seen something move out of the corner of my eye and that's when I lost it. I started sobbing. I couldn't take it anymore I got sent over edge. I knew mark wouldn't hurt me or put me in danger but this is what my brain did. Mark opened the door quickly and pulled me out I curled up in his lap and just sobbed. I held onto him crying for dear life.

"Shhh it's okay Ethan I'm not going anywhere"
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Marks POV
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I held ethan as he sobbed and fleet bad. He had a shitty day as it wasn't I shouldn't have even brought up recording. I held him as small sobs came from his mouth and tears made there was down onto my shirt. Eventually it all stopped. I look down at the small fragile boy in my lap and noticed he had cried himself to sleep. He looked so precious. I picked him up and laid him on the couch and went and talked to Amy. I still had that time in my mind when he called me daddy and when Amy said that she thought he was a little. It was coming together 2 and 2 made sense.

"Amy can we talk?"

"Sure whats up markimoo"

"I think your theory on blue boy is right" she looked at me confused for a moment.

"Ohhhh about ethan being a little?" I nodded.

"Yeah, everyone agrees, but what makes you agree now?"

"Well the night ethan stayed with us when he first got here, he called me daddy and I haven't forgotten that, I also just think the way he acts is coming together with it" she nodded.

"So wait he called you daddy?" Katherine said as she walked in. I slowly nodded.

"You know he has been hiding in his room lately and I've found stuff in the house that would make sense for a little to have"

"So you agree?" She nodded.

"Me to, he just gives me the vibes" I nodded and went to check on him.