Crave (Completed)

Book 2-3

Gulf's POV

"Did you receive it?"

"What about?"

"The flowers that I sent you." I looked at him with disgust.

I was right.

"Go to hell, Haii!"

He is grinning at me. How shameless can this guy be?

"I want this kind of family too. With you." I can't believe what I am hearing from him. I heard from Mew that Haii has a girlfriend.

"Fuck you. Get out! You know how Mew will react to this." I gritted my teeth while holding my tummy.

"I know you're not going to say it to your husband." He confidently said to me.

"Say what?" Mew walked straight to the counter to get some glasses. He looked at me. "What is it, bii?"

"Nothing, boo. I am just planning to buy a gift for you but you heard it. Haii is stupid as ever."

"For what?"

"For our anniversary." Shit, it is two months away.

"No need, bii. Our family is the best gift for me. How about you rest already? I'll follow you upstairs in an hour." He kissed my temple. I agreed to climb upstairs. I don't want to see Haii anymore.

He left me alone with this guy again.
"Fuck you, Haii. Stay away from me. You are really stupid if you think you can ruin my family. I gave my all to build this. I will be left with nothing this."

"Are you sure your husband is faithful to you?" Haii is planting suspicion on my brain.

"What do you mean?"

"Nothing. I just want to know how confident you are about your husband's loyalty."

"My husband can never lie to me. He loves me. He loves our kids."

He just shrugged. "He is not with you 24/7. Who knows?!"

"What the fuck do you really want?"
Haii is giving me stress and it's damn effective.

"You know what I want. Didn't I tell you already? I suggest you come to the office for a surprise visit sometimes but please prepare your heart for what are you going to see."

I ignored Haii and went upstairs. I buried myself on the bed trying to shake it off from my head.

I know Mew so well, he is such a family-oriented guy and he won't dare ruin what we have.

I woke up the next morning feeling down. Mew fell asleep on the couch. Even when he is drunk before, he always sleeps beside me. Maybe because  I am not that attractive anymore. I admit that after my second pregnancy with Kane, my figure never returned to the normal one. Who would still like me? I think I look older than Mew.

I only have my family. My mom is in Italy with his new kids. Once Mew decided that he is tired of me, I will be left with nothing. I admit it, Mew is providing me with everything.  He is not even allowing me to work because I need to tend to our kids. I would be considered as an unattractive, plain, boring housewife.

"Boo, wake up."

"Bii, later. Feed the kids first."

The kids are sleeping and the three just like cereals in the morning.

I just drink my maternity milk before Mew reminds me again.

It was already afternoon when Mew woke up. I just ordered food because I am not feeling well. I think my pregnancy now is more complicated than my previous ones.

"Sorry, I woke up late, bii." He kissed my cheeks.

We are at the dining table eating our lunch.

Haii is wrong. Mew will never cheat on me. I let out a deep sigh. I need to stop thinking about it.

"It's fine, boo. Anyway, can I go to your office tomorrow?"

"Then who will look after our kids?"

"Boo, we can bring them to mom or just bring them to office too." Mew's parents will be happy.

"Just stay here. You are pregnant, you need to rest, bii."

"Sorry. I am not thinking properly."
When I was pregnant before, he even gave me a room in his office so he can take care of me 24/7.

"Why are you sorry? It's okay mommy." My husband caressed my cheeks. "Hey, Kane. Why are you not eating? Don't you like the food?"

"Talk to Kane nicely." I reminded him.

"My head is aching like hell. I think I need my wife to kiss me."

"What a way to flirt. Come here." I kissed his head down to his lips. "How much did you drink that you pass out like that?"

"I can't count. Haii is cunning. How dare him to cheat on shots." I heard his name again.

He returned to our room after our lunch to rest again. I don't know but I always want him beside me every time. Maybe my cravings are kicking again...and I am only craving for my husband's attention.

"Boo, do I look ugly?"

"What are you talking about? Of course not, you are the most beautiful for me and I won't get tired telling it to you every time."

"But you are not telling it to me this past few days."

"I  just said it yesterday, remember?"

"But I don't feel like you mean it anymore." I hate being like this but I just want assurance so badly.

"You are beautiful," Mew repeated. "And I love you so much."

"Will there be a chance that you'll fall in love with another guy?"

"Zero probability. No chance at all. I am not stupid. I already have the best, that is only you. Stop thinking about negative thoughts. It would harm our Jupiter." I don't know why he keeps insisting on that name.

"I love you, boo...so much."

"I think you just want my body today. Feel free to use me." He joked.

"Crazy. I'll check the kids downstairs. Sleep more. About using you, Can I later?" I chuckled.

"Anytime, mommy."

After my baking session with Nat, I returned to our room again. Call me paranoid or what but I am dying to check his phone so I did. I wanna see if he's lying or not. No trace of any suspicious messages and call history. Mew's phone is clean. I badly want to go to his office so I can shake it off from my head. What we have talked about yesterday keeps repeating to my brain and it sucks.

Damn it, Haii. What are you doing to me? I thought we can be friends, but I guess we really can't.

I planted kisses on his lips while he is dozing. He felt it so he pulled me closer.

"Bii, is there something bothering you? I know you. Don't try hiding it to me."

"Uhmmmmm. This month, we are receiving flowers. It is from a mystery sender. I am not sure if it's for you or me since it has no card at all."

"Obviously not for me and if it's for you, I am going to kill that punk." I can't tell him that Haii confirmed it already last night. He is right, I have no courage to say it to my husband. Haii is my first boyfriend and I don't know how will he react to this. "Do you want me to just stay at home this week? How dare someone tries to flirt with you?"

"Please stay here, boo." He kissed the corner of my lips.

"Sure, I will. Don't worry about anything, mommy. Just focus on our new baby. I do not want you stressed. It will harm our kid." He keeps rubbing my tummy.

"Just stay with me, everything will be fine.''

"Please know that I won't allow anyone to mess with this beautiful family I built."