[ me & you ] Suna Rintarou

8: shower

I felt like a complete idiot. Of course he already has a girlfriend. I could feel myself start to tear up, but I held it in, I couldn't let this get to me, I mean he kissed me!? He wouldn't have done that if he had girlfriend, right? I took my legs off of him and excuse myself and go to the bathroom, I needed some time to think.

I sat on the counter top by the sink, I made sure I locked the door. Could I get mad at him? Could I be jealous? I mean we aren't dating, but why do all this shit with me if he has a girlfriend. I'm stuck, I don't know what to think.

I heard a knock on the door.

I stand up quick.

"yes?"

I try not to sound upset.

"hey are you okay?"

"uh yeah do you think I could take a shower?"

"sure, uh do you need a towel"

"yeah um where are they?"

I open the door to see him with a concerned look on his face, like he did something wrong.

"oh they're right here"

I take off his hoodie and hand it to him, if it's true I have to start distancing myself from him.

"here you go, sorry I didn't mean to hog it"

I take the towel and close the door behind me. I continue to have an overload of thoughts rush through my head as I undress, okay Y/N just take a shower get dress and go home, the longer you stay in the situation, the more you'll get hurt.

I turn on the shower, testing the water with my foot, I get in and put my head back to get my H/C hair wet. I grab my phone and turn on some music to try and drown out my thoughts.

Daddy Issues by The Neighbourhood Plays
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'Go ahead and cry, little girl
Nobody does it like you do
I know how much it matters to you
I know that you got daddy issues'
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I sing along, while washing my hair, I start to feel better.

I hear the doorknob move and a crack in the door slowly starts to open.

"Suna?"

"Y/N?"

"UHHH IM KINDA NAKED"

"I know"

The door opens more and more my anxiety starts to grow with every inch, I can't see him well in the steamy bathroom. I hear a zipper unzip. the shower door starts to open and he steps in. I cover what I can with my hands.

"she's not my girlfriend, just a crazy ex that keeps calling from different numbers"

that's a relief but we both are still naked in the shower TOGETHER.
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'And if you were my little girl
I'd do whatever I could do
I'd run away and hide with you
I know you got daddy issues and I do too'
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I didn't know what to say. What could I say?

Suna's pov

I want to see her like this more. She's perfect, She looks so cute standing there...wet.

"Y/N you don't need to be scared, if this makes you uncomfortable tell me and I'll leave"

I can't lose you Y/N, your everything I want and more.

your pov

He's right, I trust him.

I uncover myself, I'm too nervous to make eye contact. I look down and stare at my toes.

he moves closer to me.

Honey baby (SPOILED!) by Kali Uchis plays
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'I love the way you treat me, love the way you touch me
Love the way you feed me like I got the munchies
Love it even when I try to act like I don't
Love the way you say I can go wherever I want'
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He picks up my chin, I can't make eye contact, I shut my eyes tight, he lightly puts his hand on my cheek, I lean on his hand, I feel safe in his hands. I open my eyes, he has a slight smile, I wrap my arms around his neck.

"Suna, you really are hard to resist"

"show me how hard I am to resist"

I pull him in and lightly lay my lips on his, over time the kisses turn more aggressive, he moves his kisses down to my neck.

don't stop please.

I feel his hands move down to my lower back, I softly dig my nails into his shoulder blades. My breathing grows faster and faster with every kiss he laid on my neck.
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'you respect my time and, damn, you wanna spoil me
Treat me like a queen, he knows this pussy royalty
Compliment my style and say you love my energy
Hope this lasts a while and you never turn an enemy'
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he stops and stands up straight, we both sit there soaking wet, I feel tense.

"I'll let you finish taking your shower Y/N"

"wait your gonna leave me like this?!"

"like what"

UGHHH I don't wanna tell him but NOW I NEED TO GET OFF SOMEHOW.

"never mind"

"uhh okay"

he got out and wrapped a towel around him and walked towards his room.

I touch myself, i'm wet. God damn it Suna.

I finish my shower and walk to his room, he's laying on his bed looking at the tv, he's UGHHH i'm not just gonna ask him to fuck me. I start to put on my clothes after I sit next to him on his bed, He puts his hand on my thigh.

My phone starts to blow up.

my mom texts me.

Mom <3
I KNOW YOUR AT SUNA'S HOUSE COME HOME NOW.

Y/N
I will I just took a shower

shit.

"I'll drive you home"

"thank you"

I didn't want to leave, being here with him made me feel happy.

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I'm sorry this chapter took me forever to make but I'll be updating more tomorrow :))