[ me & you ] Suna Rintarou

1: change

"god! why! why me! why do we have to move so far?!"

I was irritated. I hate the thought of change.

"Y/N i'm going to miss you so much, but this is for the better! just imagine all the new friends and people you'll met!"

I could tell Y/B/N was trying to calm me down. She reads me so well, but that's not what I want to hear right now. She can't tell but i'm not just mad, i'm scared. I have to start all over without her next to me. I could feel myself start to tear up thinking about having to leave everything behind.

"u-uh let me call you later, i have to finish packing"
"okay well-"

I hang up and start crying, my mom was at work so I was home alone.

"okay Y/N stop crying! you got this" I say to myself
I take deep breath's and start packing again.
"GOD WHY DO I HAVE SO MANY CLOTHES"
I stop because I start to feel my stomach eating me alive.

"i wonder if we have any pizza from last night"
I run downstairs to check. Nothing. I text mom to ask if she can Cashapp me some money for food.

Y/N
mom! i'm dying of starvation! can you send me some money for Mcdonald's 🥺

mom <3
Y/N!! Eat what we have at home!!

Y/N
WE HAVE NOTHING

mom <3
fine!
*mom <3 sent you $20*

Y/N
THANK YOU 🥰

I get my shoes on and realize my hair is a mess, I throw it up in ponytail. I run outside and get into my car, Mcdonald's is only a 10 minute drive. I sit in the parking lot eating and listening to music. I really enjoy music and I use it as an escape from my life when everything is going to shit. I finish eating and go back home. I go downstairs and watch tv while I wait for mom to get home.

"i'm home!"

"gosh i'm right here, no need to yell, how was work"

my mom throws everything down and slumps on the coach next to me. Me and my mom have gotten really close since my parents got a divorce.

"LONG! gosh, guess what i found out!"

we're moving for mom's job.

"what?"

"apparently when we move to Seattle, i'll be gone for weeks at a time!"

mom has her own company, and is trying to expand it in different places.

"so i'll be home...by myself"

"i guess so..we'll figure something out though"

I start to worry more.

"what about christmas!"

"they said once we move to Seattle, I'll have till after christmas to start"

we decided to wait until winter break to move to Seattle.

"Well tomorrow is the big day! we better start getting ready for bed. Did you finish packing?"

"uhh, yes?"

"wow so convincing, GO FINISH NOW THEN GO TO SLEEP"

"ughhhh fine"

I run upstairs. god I need to shower my hair is so greasy. I check my phone. My close friends are texting telling me they'll miss me and they'll make sure to stay in touch. I don't know if I believe them or not. I finish putting all my shit together.
I lay down and listen to music. I just want today to be over.