Psw's POV past
I closed my book and placed my pen back into its ink .
Waited for that slight purple tint I tweaked on there , to go out before placing it under my right armpit .
I cherished this book , my love gave it to me . He found it on a voyage .
Although I was angry no dought , but only for a second.
I wanted to storm right up there and let everyone know how i felt .I'm royalty for Christ sake .
I don't deserve this treatment.
Why bless me with a mate that's bound to be blessed to someone else .
It's just that Everything became a blur when I fell in love with john Edward , the vampire king .
He filled up most of my thoughts though out the day , I haven't seen him in a while . He is in my mind heavily .
Edward is so charming , I could talk about him all day . He is
well groomed , he never flashed his fangs around me and was all around a good gentleman.
He treated me like the princess I am .
The only problem was , I would have to fight for this love .
Something that is mine ! Something I should not have to share with someone else .
Someone unworthy , a pesent .
Whoever she is .. I just had to wait for her name to appear in my book .Just as my daughter's names appeared.
It's clear that I will be the one to have his children.
It's only fate .I pushed myself up from the table outside , walking along side the lake holding my dress up slightly , not wanting it to get dirty .
The workers are just watching me as they do usually.
I never get any alone time , there's always some one there .
When I sleep they have guards in my room and guards outside of my room .
When I'm awake they do the same .
I could not even cast a simple spell in peace .
The only time I can say I truly fell happy is in the arms of my beloved.
I'm suppose to meet up with him later today in the city .
I am going to wear my finest linen .
I hope he's impressed ."My lady" he said greeting me with a warm smile kneeling slightly .
"Lord Edward" I replied doing the same , we irrupt in a fit of laughter , before he held my hand pulling down my glove kissing my hand .