TW: contains act of suicide and abuse please don't read if it'll trigger you
alejandro's pov:
everything was great i've been with mattia for about a month now and i really must say it's great i'm happy i mean i still think about the bad things but mattia takes my mind off it all
we were watching tv then we heard a bang on the door "who is that" i said a bit scared "stay here" he got up and crept down the stairs i followed him "i thought i told you to stay there" he said "i'm sorry i was scared" we looked out the window and saw the person
i immediately opened the door "dad what the hell" he just barged in and grabbed me by the arm "get your stuff your coming back home" "no" i said pulling away he came and pushed me mattia tried to pull him off but he just pushed him
"get your stuff now" i ran upstairs crying as i packed everything i went downstairs and seen mattia on the floor "please don't go i know he'll hurt you" he said grabbing my arm "i'm sorry" i snatched my arm and walked out the door "and don't tell your mom just say you chose to come back"
when we got in the house i tried to run upstairs but he stopped me "first you need to get punished" he began hitting and kicking me blood began coming from my nose and i had cuts when he finished i ran upstairs tripping on things
i started a bath and took a few razors i had laying around i looked in the mirror as i cried more i got in the tub and took the razor and made one cut it was deep and i made more following after i turned and seen a bottle of pills and took them all i looked at the ceiling and i found feel my eyes starting to close and my vision becoming blurry i smiled as the last tear fell down my cheek "i'm sorry mattia"
mattia's pov:
i was laying in bed thinking of alejandro he hadn't answered me and i was kinda worried we'll obviously his dad is like a psychopath i took my phone out and decided to text him again which of course he didn't respond back
a few minutes passed and i decided to go to his house when i arrived his room light was on no one was home which was a good thing for me i went up to the front door and knocked on it no answer "ale open up" i yelled he still didn't answer
i looked around and seen a ladder i put it up to his window and began climbing it i tried to open the window but it was locked "where the hell is he" i looked through the curtain and seen him in the tub the water was red and his eyes were closed
i quickly climbed down the ladder and found a rock which i threw as hard as i could which broke the window i climbed back up and went through the window cutting myself a few times but i didn't care i ran to alejandro i got in the tub and turned the shower on
"please don't die on me" i yelled wetting him with wet water he was still breathing i was panicking i took two fingers and shoved them down his mouth and he ended up throwing up all the pills i began crying and hugging him he looked at me and hugged me "i'm sorry"
A/N once again if anyone needs someone to talk to i'm always here for any of you guys
