[Completed] The English Twins - AustraliaxPhilippinesxNewZealand

chapter 35- don't eat the soup

It's been a few days, Philip is now only paralyzed from the bottom. He can move his upper part of his body well now.

He can eat by himself, but he can't cook since again, he can't walk.

It's been a few days and he feels better, Egypt and Zeal had been taking care of him for the last few days.

They take turns, taking Philip out to go take a stroll around the hospital, Philip's in a wheelchair of course.

Philip really doesn't like it, they are practically controlling him, controlling what he eats, how he dresses up and when he sleeps. He doesn't like it, he feels trapped. Just like decades ago, dressed like a prince, but he's just a puppet, abiding rules made by the stronger.

Philip goes to check his brothers everyday and night, Asean isn't getting any better..... Vietnam's body is still not found, although some nurse saw his body being burned to a crisp.

Philip haven't smiled in a while, adding to Phil's troubles, yes he doesn't have a healthy mental health because of all the trauma and since he's practically trapped 24/7, causing him to be quite depressed. But only that.... Every night, he gets nightmares........ He can't ever understand them, and unlike before, no one is saving him in his dreams, causing him to go quite crazy and wake up screaming because of fear.

Philip has dark circles, he can't sleep properly. He fears that he might dream again.... Seeing his family.... Get slaughtered one by one, images of Spain and others who had done him wrong keeps flashing in his mind. He feels as if he wants to end it allz he wants this to stop. No one can save him from his nightmares, it's impossible. It's for him to conquer all by myself, but what if he can't..... When he was little, there's always someone to comfort him if he were to get a bad dream. But now... No one is coming.... Zeal can't be there all the time, since Zeal gets called up to do some important work for some reason.

Philip's mental health isn't getting better it's just getting worse and worse. Good thing he's not getting violent. It would be bad if he were to be......

Philip sighs, Currently, and for the past days, in a wheelchair, just eating. He stares at the green apple, he likes Fuji better. Philip then continues to eat the bland soup he's been eating for the last 8 days, well now is the nineth day.

Philip heard a knock, he doesn't care. He doesn't reply, causing them to think that it means 'come in'. Well yes, it does. Philip just doesn't want to talk. He's not in the mood to do anything, he just wants this to be better. He feels trapped, he can't walk or run, he can't for the things that he loves the most.

He can't run if something bad were to happen to him....

Or if someone were to chase him...

He needs his legs to run

Philip reverses his wheelchair so that he could look up at the people around him. A doctor, Egypt and Zeal, along with his family.

"How are you feeling Mr. Philippines?"

The doctor asks. Philip doesn't answer.

"How are my brothers? How is father Asean?"

Philip asks, serious. They all know that Philip isn't okay, since he called Asean 'father' instead of papa. It's definitely a red flag, Philip is absolutely not alright. He's in pain, in pain in silence.

"They are doing fine, their woulda are healing, although.... Mr. Asean.... He's still not in the good health yet....b-but! Not to worry Mr. Philippines! Asean is a lot better, his heartbeat is now normal! He's much more likely to survive without a machine unlike before...."