"Okay Calum...." I think as I look at the big building infront of me. "You can do this..." but yet I stay frozen. My hand on the knob. Just staring. Why cant I get myself to go in? My bestfriend has literally been in there for three weeks. I know its not that long but to her...it must seem like it. It hurts me to though ya know, not seeing her. Im used to seeing her everyday. I dont have anyone to watch movies with every Saturday like we've done since we were 15. Dont have anyone to make ice cream sundays with at 2 am. No one to do anything like this with. The boys try but it honestly isnt the same. I need her. I need Karmen. Even if she doesnt need me right now, I need her. But I dont know if I can handle seeing her like this. I mean, that night, I broke. I actually broke. I never break. But something about the way she looked. Scared...lonely...Paranoid.
