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A A L I Y A H
"Aaliyah... AALIYAHHH" Elijah said looking at me
"Um what Elijah?" I said looking at him
"I said that I'm finna take Chanel to the park right now" He said shaking his head
"Oh um okay" I said quietly
He just stood there staring a me with a concern look on his face while I was zoned out once again. Elijah felt sum type of way about this whole situation even though he never has to go through this type of pain that us female do. That's when he left my bedroom to go get Chanel who was currently in her room watching television just living her best life right now.
Well, it's been three weeks since Bryson told everyone the new about him and that bitch were expecting a kid together. Now I left because I couldn't be in the same house that someone who said he was sorry for hurting me then throw sum shit in my face, to be honest. That night, Bully called me to tell me what happened after everyone left the family gathering now Mama yelled at Bryson for getting that Shrek bitch pregnant when they only known each other for two months. She tried to get him to do a DNA test on the baby which they already did and Bully told me that the results came back to find out that Bryson is the father of the baby.
I'm not going to lie and say that I am fine or don't care about this situation when I do like how are you supposed to feel when the person that you once saw a future with and was going to be together til death just do you so dirty like that. If I didn't have Chanel then I would have been gone long time ago like I would be with my mom right now and enjoying life in heaven but honestly Chanel is the only person that makes me want to stay here.
If what happened in the past didn't hurt me to the card than this shit did it for me. Honestly, I haven't left the house in two weeks like I either have Keisha or my younger brother, Elijah come over to get Nene out the house because I don't wanna be around people right now. These few weeks, I have did nothing but just write anything that came to my head in my notebook that I keep on my nightstand. I miss making music like all this drama that has been happening has made me feel unmotivated to even make music anymore but it's time to go back to doing what a real bitch fell in love with and that's making music.
I got out of the bed while putting on my slippers then walked out of my bedroom heading towards the stairs. Once I got downstairs then I started making my way towards the studio that I have in my house. I closed the studio door behind me and walked over to the station then started messing with sounds til I came across one that I was feeling and shit. When I finally got to the sound that I liked then that's when I walked into the recording booth and placed my headphones on while I placed my notebook on the stand.
I took a deep breath and thought about everything that has happened in my life til now.
And I wish I could freeze time So we could travel to the past and we can rewind And I wish I could freeze time You put a new AP on my wrist for the meantime Yeah, we could travel to the past, You can fuck me in the '20s We gon' have rich sex, show me how to make this money I like bringin' up the past, so you find it kinda funny I'ma take you back in time so I can teach you how to love me (oh)
And you ain't tryna make it on my blocklist I'm not ashamed, this shit ain't love, we have was toxic
Just another ghetto love story with a plot twist...
