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B R Y S O N
"Bryson wake up nigga" Someone said shaking me
That's when I opened my eyes slowly to see that it was Aaliyah's younger brother, Elijah who was standing in front of me.
"What's good Jah" I said dabbing him up
"Nun but you need to go home to take a fucking shower cuz you have been in the hospital for a hot ass minute brudda" He said shaking his head
"I'm good bro like everything that I need is here in this room" I said sitting down
"Bryson now don't make me call yo fucking momma to pull you out this fucking room" He said crossing his arms
"Call her nigga, I don't give a fuck like I said fucking before that everything that I need is RIGHT FUCKING HERE" I said loudly
Elijah stood there shaking his head then walked out of the hospital room. I got up from the couch to move the small chair that was next to Aaliyah's bed. Once I sat there and grabbed her hand to start rubbing on them while I looked at her.
Why her, lord...
It's been three weeks since Aaliyah has been in the hospital in a coma. She went into a coma when they were getting the bullets out of her and haven't woken up since now it hurts me to see her in this bed fighting for her life once again. How are you supposed to feel knowing that the person that you deeply love and have a kid with is in a coma and don't know if they will ever wake up.
Speaking of kid, Chanel has asked multiple times about her mom and I'm over here trying to figure out how am I going to tell our daughter that her mom is in the hospital fighting for her life right due to her father fucked up ways. I have times that I want to bring Chanel here to see her mom but knowing Aaliyah, she won't want Nene to see her like this at all.
I ran my hand through her beautiful hair while tears rolled down my face. My heart hurts the most right now because why didn't I just call her then she wouldn't even be here right now. I haven't cried over someone since my cousin died and that was when I was a young teen now I'm 25 years old. Just know that this girl right here means the world to me and I honestly would do anything for her, to be honest.
"Um now I know you can't speak and shit but I hope you can hear me tho. I just want to apologize for everything that I have done to you since we first met each other. I don't even know why I did the shit that I did to you like I was just being dumb. You have been nothing but a blessing to me and knowing you like yo ass would have given me an attitude while asking me how I'm a blessing and shit" I said smiling
"Well you have been here for me through everything like who you know was pregnant and actually killin bitches and niggas for their nigga? I'll wait cuz nobody ain't really bout that shit like you are now. You deadass kept me on my toes if I never met you during that party then I would probably be in jail for who knows how long but you kept my head out of the streets even though I'm still in that shit but not that much. You have given me a sight of love again and I wasn't even looking for love but you still did what you did now you went out of your way to show me love and shit even thought you were going through hell. I appreciate you for that shit deeply shordy like without you then I would have nothing beside that one angel which was a blessing, to be honest. I won't be where I am if you weren't in my life now I would just be a regular nigga from Harlem and shit but you are the one who pushed me to keep going and never stop believing in myself" I said rubbing her hand
"Last thing that I'm going to say is that I will always love you deeply even while all this shit is hooked up to you. It's been three weeks without you and lord knows that it has been hard for not just me but everyone right now. Chane; has been asking bout you and I don't know how I'm supposed to tell her that her mom is in the hospital bed fighting for her life because of her dad dumb ways. You would most definitely yell at me if I bought her down here but right now, I don't care what you say Aaliyah like your daughter really misses you. Here's a fact bout yo daughter, if you remember that hoodie from back in high school that was black, blue and white well she kinda found it and has been wearing it around the house. It's crazy because everytime that I see her in the hoodie then I think about you, Aaliyah" I said sighing
"But um Liyah now if you're tired of fighting then I completely understand like it's okay mamas even thought I don't wanna let you go. I already know you will be here through Chanel and watching over us if you do decide to leave us" I said wiping my eyes
