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A A L I Y A H
"Keisha now you look so fucking stupid doing that" I said shaking my head
"Bitch shut up cuz you know damn well that I'm fucking this tiktok dance up" She said laughing
"Yeah fucking it up REAL BAD" I said walking away
While I was cleaning up the kitchen, that's when I completely zoned out now it's been about a month since that whole situation with Arianna actually being pregnant with Bryson's baby, to be honest. I'm not going to say that I'm not hurt when I am beyond hurt that the two people who were nothing but family to me do sum fucked up shit to ruin our friendship and relationship.
After I left that restaurant, Bryson was blowing my phone up like what is there to even talk about anymore? Nothing because this man is honestly dead to me forever like it's no trying to work out shit between us at all. I guess that Bryson got the hint that I didn't want to speak to him so he stopped trying to get in contact with me. Now I was told by my lawyer that he finally got the divorce papers back from Bryson. I will be honest that I was surprised to even get those papers back because Bryson has honestly been holding onto them for about two months or more.
Now I am finally Ms. Aaliyah White like that honestly sound weird to me because I thought I would been Mrs. Johnson til the day that I die but I guess things change, people change and feelings change too.
Chanel is currently with her father for a week and half then she will be back with me next week. I couldn't take Chanel from her father then have her questioning me when she gets older if her father even loved her or where he is and shit. One thing bout it like I don't want to keep lying to my daughter because I hate lying to her.
The only reason that I had my dad take Chanel with him because I didn't want Chanel seeing her parents who were once in love with each other fighting in front of her. That's why she was gone for a week plus she don't get to see her grandpa because that man is always traveling and shit with his new boo thang.
I just don't know why my life is so complicated right now like I get couples have problems and shit but can a bitch ever get a break for once from all of this drama. I am honestly at that point of just giving up and disappearing for a hot minute til I can get my shit together.
That's what I might do but I would have to tell my dad about it so he will know because If I don't tell him then he definitely will go after Bryson thinking that he had something to do with me disappearing and shit. The only people that I would really tell would be my dad and bestie about it now maybe Bryson's mom but she might tell Bryson so I really don't know about her but for my pops and bitch like they definitely know how to keep a secret and shit.
During this hard time right now, I just wish that my mom was here to give me advice on what to do but she's not sadly. I know she has been looking down giving me signs on things like the day that I found out about Arianna and Bryson now something was telling me to just go pop up on Arianna without telling her. Now thinking bout it like that was my mom giving me all the signs that I needed during that situation.
If I was just ignoring the signs that my mom was giving me then who knows how long that they would been fucking with each other behind my back. That bitch would have been coming to my house just smiling all in my fucking face while sleeping with my husband behind my damn back. It's crazy that almost every situation dealing with him cheating like I honestly have found out by myself or someone has told me bout it.
This nigga has not once had the fucking balls or man the fuck up to tell his wife that he claimed to love so much and would never hurt bout the shit that he has been doing behind my back. Now why are we even married in the first place if you can't put the hoe phrase away like you were somewhat loyal when we were together. If I'm being honest like I just don't get this shit at all like why Bryson?
It's just mind blowing that Bryson has begged me to give him for the shit that he has done behind my back but if the tables were turned then I would been dead as hell even for talking to a nigga that he don't know. Now Bryson is very well known in New York and New Jersey like he can find out bout someone within an hour or so. He would have felt so betrayed and hurt by the woman that he saw a future with and who he was going to give the world too.
I know in a year or so that Chanel will ask about why her parents aren't together or why isn't mommy here or why isn't daddy here soon. I know I gotta prepare to explain that to her even though I don't want to do that. I already know that I might need to have a conversation with Bryson about it but knowing him like he would tell me to not worry about it, Aaliyah. Like nigga no now even though Chanel might not need to know at the very second but she will be asking sooner or later.
That's when I was so deep into my thoughts that were going through my head that I didn't even notice that my phone was ringing or that Keisha was calling me right now.
"LIYAH YO PHONE IS RINGING DUMB HOE" Keisha said loudly
"Now why yo fucking ass ain't answer it like you were right next to it" I said shaking my head
"Bitch you see me doing a tiktok slow retarded ass hoe" Keisha said flicking me off
"Go to hell black ass bitch" I said mugging her
Keisha quickly turned her head towards me and flicked me off once again.
