2020 has been alot of things. But 2020 is mainly a year of distancing, not just physically but also socially. And what I mean by that is not the typical thing you hear in the news; keep 2 feet away from each other, don't go to crammed areas, wear masks etc etc. What I mean is that relationships are somewhat loosening away and slowly faded into obscurity. People that I know tend to speak or converse less, even new people that I just met, they also just dipped.
Is it because of the pandemic? Do people just choose to not talk in these trying times? Or is it because of me? And I've always thought that it's because of me. Am i too emotional? Too philosophical? Am I that bad at making jokes? I don't know why. Or maybe I'm just not as a likeable person as I was. Maybe I was never a likeable person. Maybe it's karma. Shit...
