Eternally yours// Chris Cerulli

23: I wanna get stuck between your teeth like cotton candy.

-veronica's pov-

The last few weeks I have finished my first album, and set a release date. Which i talked about with Chris and we both decided that it would be a great idea to have it come out on the day, i would have delivered Christopher. Which is in a few days. We have been trying to get pregnant. We haven't had any luck. So we decided to take a break from trying. The boys keep making jokes about it. Especially Ricky and Vinny. We were hanging out, when i got a call from my dad. I answer it and step away from the boys for a minute. I say "hey dad. What's up?" he says " hey, i was checking on you mejia, and a little birdie told me you were trying for another baby?" i smile and say "we haven't had any luck, so we decided to take a break for a bit."  We talked for a while, until I heard a crash coming from the living room.

I rush out and see the vase with Christopher's ashes, smashed onto the ground, and Josh balz trying to pick it up. I hang up the phone and get upset, I start screaming and crying as Chris comes running in to see what the crash was. I scream at Josh "why! You knew that was Christopher's ashes, why would you!" I couldn't get anymore out. I was balling so hard. The rest of the guys came running in to see why I was screaming. They look at the vase and look at me. Vinny and Ricky came over and took me outside. I heard Chris yelling at josh. But i couldn't hear what he said.

-Chris' pov-

I went running in after hearing Ronnie screaming. I look at the scene in front of me, our son's ashes, and the vase they were in were on the ground broken and scattered. Ronnie screamed at Josh "Why! You knew that was Christopher's ashes why!"  she broke down before she could say anything else. The guys came running in to see what was wrong. I was pissed off beyond the point of no return. The guys saw that and took Ronnie outside. I screamed at Josh when I knew Ronnie was outside. "How could you Josh! That is the most precious thing to us! That is our son! I want you out of our house now!" Josh didn't say anything. He just walked out. I feel tears stream down my face.

I got another vase Ronnies father gave us. I got our son's ashes into them. And set it up in a place that they would be visible but not easily reached. Ronnie came in as i was putting them up. I went over and hugged her. I started balling, Ronnie just held me. She dragged me upstairs, and made me sit on our bed. She started running a bath. She made me undress and get in. she picked out some clothes and texted the guys. She came back with an acoustic guitar and started strumming and singing to me. She helped me get out after a bit and helped me get dressed.

-veronica's pov-

I was scrolling through twitter when i see that Aria had tweeted.

@/ariaJofficial: *2 attachments* Ask and you shall receive, I'd like to welcome Willow Grace and Brady James Knight into our wonderful family. Sending love to all my wonderful friends and family since I won't be out of the house much.

-> @/JawnRocha: @/ariaJofficial Uncle Jawn is gonna spoil the shit out of them.

->@/daphnedanne: @/JawnRocha not if I do it first.

->@/awsten: this is still so crazy, I can't believe it.

->@/parxiepalace: wtf??? Since when has Awsten been with her? V confused.

->@/JawnRocha: @/parxiepalace *1 video attachment* From HTX

I replied immediately,

->@veronicaandrewsoffical: @ariaJoffical @awsten congrats you guys! I can't wait to meet the little ones, they are so beautiful.

->@/JawnRocha: Woah, who summoned the devil?

->@/ariaJofficial: @/JawnRocha cut it out. We're friends and I apologized on your behalf so act the part asshole.

->@/JawnRocha: @/ariaJofficial oh are you know. Whatever I guess. Have fun with the she devil.

->@/veronicaandrewsofficial: @/ariaJofficial are we calling people out now? If so. @JawnRocha is kinda a smartass.

*@/veronicaandrewsofficial blocked @/JawnRocha*

*@/ariaJofficial blocked @/JawnRocha and @/daphnedanne*

*@/awsten blocked @/JawnRocha and @/daphnedanne*

I  check on Chris. He has locked himself in the little recording studio we built. I go down and knock on the door. I say "Chris baby it's me. Can you please let me in?" I just hear him sobbing. I start panicking and quickly slide something through the door. I open the door and see him hurting himself. My heart stops and I rush to him. I fight with him to get the blade out of his hand and I finally get it out. I'm sobbing at this point. "Baby why?" i ask. He says "i'm not good enough for anyone, especially not for you." i look at him and say "you are good enough for me, you beyond good enough Chris. I don't want to hear those words ever come out of your mouth again. I love you more than anything in this world." i take him upstairs and get him cleaned up.