Eternally yours// Chris Cerulli

29:if i can't let you go, will darkness divide

-Chris' pov-

A few weeks go by and waterparks and Aria come back on tour. I still haven't told anyone about what happened with Ronnie.  The last few weeks I have closed off. I have been writing a lot. I'm just worried about Ronnie. My mom has agree to stay with her for the remainder of the tour.i was sitting outside on a bench writing when Aria came and sat down next to me.

"Hey, it's been a minute since I've seen you. You look upset. What's wrong?" she spoke and i just shrugged before speaking. 

"It's Ronnie, something happened to her the same day something happened to Gracie." i spoke

"You wanna talk about it?" she spoke, not really knowing what else to say.

"My mom had went to go see the twin, and help out a bit, and she noticed cuts on her arm, and that they had reopened. Ronnie fainted and was taken to the hospital, she had lost a lot of blood. But she is fine. She had to have stitches. And my mom has been with her ever since" i spoke and was balling by the end of it.

She hugged me and just sighed.

"I'm so so sorry. That sounds absolutely terrifying. I'm also sorry I didn't ask sooner. I was so wrapped up in myself that I didn't think about it" she spoke,

"It's ok, you had your own issues to deal with, but i have been thinking about getting a separate tour bus for Ronnie, the kids and I. i miss all three of them." i spoke 

She sighed, knowing how insanely tedious that would be since we were constantly traveling.

"We'd have to talk to our tour managers, because funding stuff like that gets super expensive but we'll just have to see. Hopefully they'll let you. It'd definitely be nice to see ronnie and the kiddos" she  spoke and I nodded, we talked for a little while longer.

I talked with the tour managers about getting a bus for Ronnie, the kids and I. i told them the whole situation, and told them I would help pay for it. I wanted my family by my side, I couldn't take it any longer. The boys were struggling with missing Ronnie and the kids as well. They agreed and I told them to keep it hush hush until i got them here. I disappeared for a few hours the next day, to go pick up Ronnie and the kids. We got the tour bus and the driver. My dad wanted to drive the bus. I was beyond happy to have Ronnie and the girls in my arms again. I had told Aria and Awsten the plan, but made them swear not to tell the boys yet. I wanted to surprise them.

Ronnie and I were sitting there watching Juliet and Chloe trying to crawl around when we pulled up to the venue. I go out and see Vinny standing there. I yank him in before anyone could see. And he gasped. He ran and hugged Ronnie. And then picked up the twins and cuddled with them. The rest of the guys came over and I pulled them in. They were all excited to see Ronnie and the twins. Ricky whispered in my ear "it's great to see you smiling again Chris."