My story :Teen Mom

little Teenage me

High school  is  a  place  where  you  find yourself  in  the  world  and  it's supposed  to  be  really  cool  and filled  with  funny  moments . Through  the  good  the bad and  the  ugly ,  you learn along the  way about  who you  are  and what  you  like  what you don't  like. All that's really  hard  to  do as it is in general  without  being  a  teenager .  As I walk through  the  crowded halls I see faces I reconized  from public  school .  Many new faces and I was very nurvous  for  my  first  day  of  high school .  Freshman  year .  I was watching  the  kids  all start talking  about  their summers and catching  up .  I  was  in  front  of  the  cafeteria  there's  a  huge  poster where from grade 9-12 names and  homerooms  were posted. We'd get our schedule  in homeroom  and locker assignments. I was the outcast,the one who never  fit in. The one who was always stood out in the crowd because  in a group  of  people  who  I know , not really  friends  I'm the  outsider . I  try purposely  to disappear  into  the  crowd, I sat and watched. I sat in the  back  of  the  cafe and plugged  in  my  ear buds  and  listening  to  my  music  on  my  tablet .  I  listened  to  my  Vamps  playlist  on  repeat  200% volume .  A social  place and I'm not a very social  person .  I  remembered  the biggest  thing , everyone  at least  was in their back  yard  this summer  was barley . I  rode my  bike  a few times . I  get bullied  a lot and the main guy Luke  Savoie , his mother's passed  out  on  the  couch  all the  time  from  kocaine ,and booze his brother  Hunter  has no rules  the only one who does  his older brother  Joshua . He's a  pretty  nice  guy  he doesn't  bother  me  and says  hi to  me whenever  he sees me . This  morning  on the  school  bus  he sat across  from me. He said not to be nurvous .  I think he's  pretty  cute. Last year  in grade 8 for  graduation  rare occasion  Patricia  was awake .

The September  I hung out with him and his brothers bothered  him and  I .

Luke  is the one in the  middle  Joshua  in the grey shirt. Hunter  at the  end .  Now Josh and I  are in grade 9 . Luke is in grade 8 and Hunters in grade 6. Off and  on for a few years  we tried  to  hang  out .  But in grade 9 I met my best friends Lizzy ,  and Stacey. Staceys  a grade a head  of  us. Lizzy and I are only months  apart .  Same grade. So we both  love shawn mendes  and the Vamps  and  Alessia  Cara . Both special  needs .  Stacey  and  Lizzy  more  than  me .  I'd been  pushed  around in the  hallway  everyday  for 2 years  now  in my third year  of  high school .  Slowly  realized  that  I  didn't  get much  of  a  childhood  being indoors  all the  time  and being so held back .  Still just  wishing to  have something  good  to  come out of  my teen years .  Now looking  back  on then,I was a scared teen girl .  Held back  not aloud  to  do anything . I wasn't  even aloud  on my  front step most  times . During  the  day .  So up in my  bedroom  listening  to  music . You guessed it. The Vamps , Shawn Mendes  and  Alessia  Cara .  When  I  was a loud  out I would  have  Josh sneak  out and come see me. Now 16 started dating  and in secret and from his mom Patricia  who hates me  because  "Your supposed  to  be  a  whore at 13,into drugs and drinking  " . Well ,  I  was  still a vergin  and so was Josh he wasn't  into drugs or drinking , he'd tried and didn't  like it. I'd only tried cigarettes  and  cigarellas .  I quit  smoking  at 15. I'd practically  fallen head  over  heels  for  joshs little  sister  Hannah 

I never did  do  anything  to  Patricia  or her boys . Why'd she think Josh was a discrace to her family ?  He had  never been  in trouble  with  the  law, he doesn't  smoke  and  drink or  do  drugs  he attends school  on a regular  basis .  Rarely  missing a  day. Rarely  late for  his classes . And he's a  great  boyfriend .