My story about the love of my life my daughter I wouldn't trade for all the tea and coffee and cookies in the UK . I'm not promoting teens to get knocked up simply sharing my story as a teenage mom who now couldn't imagine...
Don't get me wrong when I say I love my Jazzy , I wouldn't change a thing , it's not like I'm promoting teen pregnancy , yes I'm young and supposed to be a little bit innocent still, but I feel like I had to grow up even faster than I did before I had Jazzy. I didn't really get to be a kid , but I think in one sense it's good that I had Jazzy so young but in another sense I look back at it 2 almost 3 years later , and think yes really it was too late to do anything about Jazzy when I saw the positive sign on the pregnancy test , but I do wish I'd waited until I was about 25-30 to have a baby she's a lot of responsibility , needing to be loved and looked after , and taught and brought up in the right way. My prospective on life and parenting ,and society , literally everything as changed. NO I DO NOT THINK THAT CHILDREN NEED TO BE RAISING CHILDREN , BUT GROWN UPS NEED TO RESPECT THE FACT THAT SOME OF US WANT TO TRY TO RAISE A CHILD . IF WE THINK WE WANT TO BE AN ADULT AND PLAY ADULT GAMES IN THE GROWN UPS WORLD WOMAN ENOUGH TO DO THE DEED , MAN ENOUGH TO STICK IT IN MAN AND WOMAN ENOUGH TO DEAL WITH THE GROWN UP CONSIQUENCES .
It's both good and bad that I have my Jazzy. And every Father's Day I'm lucky I have my Joshykinnsies to be a huge part of Jazzy ' s life and in my life they are my world . Being a Mom I feel so much love for my daughter , so proud of her with every little thing Jazzy does by herself or with our help. My parents and my brother Allan and sister in law Nikkii , Joshs Aunt Ashley whom of which are the best Godparents to Jazzy and my friends Stacey , Lizzy and Marika have all been amazing support for my Josh and I don't think we could've done it without them especially in the beginning . This has been like someone who's terrified of Rollercoasters , or heights being on the fastest scariest Rollercoaster it has its ups and downs a lot of hair pulling and screaming , it's very enlightening and fulfilling ,exciting and stressful and fun the time of my life , I'd risk it all for my Jazzy and Joshy . Including the debate over who Jazzy looks the most like.
My Joshykinnsies at 6 years old
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
