Darkest desires

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Chloé POV
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I feel like the ride home is taking forever. It might be because me and Draco are not talking at all, no one has said a single word the whole time. We're just sitting on our seats, looking outside the window and trying not to make our eyes meet. It's so annoying, after all we've been through.

We've just passed through the borders of England, that means another hour is before us. It's cloudy and dark outside, the sky is weeping just like I should, but for some strange reason, I'm not. My eyes are completely dry and Draco's too. I'm trying to think of anything else, but it's hard with him sitting in front of me.

I understand him. I do. I'd do the same if he was in danger. But that doesn't mean it doesn't hurt. It hurts a lot to know we can't be together anymore, not even in a secret. I got so used to having him around every time I needed something, or when I was just sad. It's all about to change, my life is about to change. 

My life. I haven't thought of it until now.

If the Death eaters are coming for me, there's no place to hide. Draco is in such a difficult position, I truly pity him.

I don't know what's gonna happen to me now. Am I really willing to let them ruin Beauxbatons because of my love for Draco? Is love really that strong?

God, this silence is killing me. I can't stand it anymore, why aren't we talking? We can still be friends, can't we?

Suddenly, my head started spinning out of nothing. I feel like thousands of needles are pinning into the skin on my head, I had to let out a painful grunt.

What is happening to me?!

"Aghhh..." I groaned and grabbed my head with both of my hands, trying to stop the pain, but unsuccessfully.

"What's the matter?" Asked Draco worriedly, for the first time he spoke.

The world in front of me started to black out, it's twitching and blinking and my head is about to explode from the pressure.

Show me your school and nothing will happen to you...

It's a strange voice, I've never heard it before.

Just this one thing, and you'll have a long, happy life...

I think it's only talking in my head, but how can a stranger's voice even be in my head?

What the fuck is happening to me?!

"Chloé?!" Shouted Draco, after which I quickly opened my eyes and saw him.

The voice immediately disappeared just like the pain and spinning.

"I'm...um...nothing, just a headache." I stuttered and looked down to the floor.

"It didn't look like a headache..." he mumbled.

I have no idea what just happened to me, but I'm glad it's gone.

I have to get out.

"I'm going for a walk." I said and stood up from the seat.

Draco just nodded his head and turned away. I closed the door our the coupe and made a few steps towards the window. I made sure Draco can't see me and opened the window. It was stuck, so I used the alohomora spell. A fresh icy air flew inside, I inhaled it and closed me eyes.